Dying Light
I can slowly feel hope slipping away again, spiraling. I'm having to learn harder than ever how to be content all alone. Is that a good thing in itself? Yeah. It has it's downsides, plenty of them. My connections with others are weakening, dying, and fading. My perception of myself is also fading with them. My strength could possibly be heavily increased through this all, but I won't ever really know until the bridge is actually crossed.
I am alone too... I wish you a merry Xmas and happy holidays ๐
I hope you find some friends or family to share your life with...
All the pain your suffering from is not you.. Try to refocus and remember who you really are.
Your that person who went on a great vacation or trip and had a huge smile on your face, and your that person who has helped someone who really needed your support. Or you are that person who received the gift ๐ you really wanted on Xmas.
**Remember **