Entry #1
I miss my friends, well, my real friends. My friend Lissy is too honest sometimes, she doesn't care if it will hurt my feelings. I just sometimes wish I had the courage to make new friends but I can't. I'm just tired of the hurt and pain that is being caused by her words. She laughs when I get upset and says I'm overreacting, when I'm not. I have Borderline so it is really hard for me to regulate my emotions so I do get upset at little things that people do Irl. I wish I liked myself enough to not care what others think of me, I wear eyeliner, a fake nose ring (just until I get a real one), I change my appearance to please others, even if it makes me feel bad. I love Lissy sometimes, I just wish she was self-aware of what she's doing or saying to me, or even others. Maybe then, just maybe, things will be just a bit better. - Xoxo Oak.
@LightOak222 Thank you for opening up Oak. It seems like you are feeling really hurt by your friend's words and actions. You are going through a difficult time with your friendship and your mental health. The way you describe your friend's behavior towards you is hurtful. Please know we are all here with you to support and you deserve respect and kindness from those around you, especially from people who call themselves your friends. I believe in you and keep sharing. <3