Today was a great day, finally got to haah it out with the one person who was my friend at work. She has it in her mind that I never wanted to say another word to her. And I had it in my mind that she never wanted to talk to me again. We spent a good 25 minutes going over things and worked it out. I can see that our friendship will never be the same but she is still willing to talk when our paths cross in the office.

Well it has been over 32 hours and no emotional breakdown, not even a hint of wanting to shed a tear. Man I should have gotten the nerve to go and speak to her earlier. But I hope that was the closure I needed.

Another day has gone by and I am still feeling better. It's amazing how much just a talking to my ex BFF, now just BF. I just need to learn not to overwhelm her and just take a step back and let her do the initiation.

Prepping for the grandkids to spend a few days. Supposed to have all 3 grandkids, that will be fun. Just hope the weather gets better it has been very hot here.

Survived day one! Surprising that the youngest has no issues going to sleep. The other two have every excuse in the book to prolong having to go to bed.

Day 2 and the youngest sure has tested my patience. Most of the day went well though, we engaged to even fit in a bike ride.