Day 2 -- Trying really hard is really hard

Lots of crying today. Lots of inward screaming too (probably should've been outward, but people are sleeping). I am crying my eyes out at pretty much everything!

I know this is a symptom of withdrawal from the meds I can't afford while I am securing my new health insurance. It's all just...a lot. I'll make it through. I always do. It's just not always so clear how -- but I am working on that too.

I am finding writing to be really therapeutic. I look forward to writing more tomorrow.