Feeling used cause of my colour

I am in mid 20 moved from Africa to Europe recently and started mingling with people but l am in Eastern Europe , one of the countries where black migration is not that much especially Queer and my problem is most of relations l make with locals are not based on mutual connection but to fullfill their ebony desire and l have tried cutting ties with them but honestly its difficult to survive in foreign land with no friends (especially ones who are sexual oriented like you)

And all friendships l have l feel suffocating cause l am treated like a trophy non wich are mutual or meangful