I don't know if I'm doing this right I don't know if I'm in the right place or not I hope I don't offend anybody I'm just looking for some guidance my name is Jose I'm 42 years old I live in Las Vegas I would recently diagnosed with lupus and kidney failure I don't know what to say without making it sound sad but I need to say enough so that I guess people understand I'm lost right now I haven't worked in 2 months because I'm having really bad medical issues my husband was killed in 2017 since then I've been doing on my own but this illness has gotten the best of me unfortunately I'm down to literally 66 cents and I don't know again if I'm in the right place or if I'm going to offend anybody but can anyone direct me towards a group that might be able help me that I might be able to share my *** with that I just started today that I'm totally embarrassed to even have I hate that I even have to put that in words