Nobody wants me
I am ugly and mentally ill. I go on bad dates, I have sex sometimes with random people off Grindr. That has dried up too. It seems that when I lost weight, I actually became uglier.
Absolutely nobody wants to do anything with me. My friends have all abandoned me. I'm not desirable for a relationship.
I just want a way to accept this. If I'm going to live and die alone, fine. I just wish I could stop humiliating myself on Grindr and Tinder and just accept it. Love will never be a part of my life.
You're not ugly you just started thinking that you're ugly nobody wants you, don't worry.. I hope i can help you.
Possibilities of finding love in an app, specially those, are almost null. Gather the good things.. If you're having sex, you're desirable, but still you need to work on your self esteem. People see you as you see yourself. Learn to love yourself in order to find someone worth of you and you'll be able to return that love back healthily.