Im uncomfortable with being open about being genderfluid
Saying it all out loud feels scary and like everything is wrong but when expressing myself alone its amazingly, I love finally being able to embrace being a man when I feel like one, not having to choose a gender when I don't feel like I have one and knowing that I'm not alone in feeling like my body Is not mine but outside of my room it just isn't the same it all feels wrong what do I do
Honestly I am not expert on this issue. What I personally think about all of this “gender” stuff is that it really has no universal meaning. For me, wearing the clothes I decide to is just fashion, using the diction I want is personality, etc.
I would recommend seeing yourself as an individual rather than a certain “identity” because you are what you are, not what other people say you are.
If you need someone to talk to feel free to reach out.