Need help
Hi everyone
39 years old assigned male at birth been having questions for 10 years plus and finally decided to start talking about what I am because I don’t think I’m CIS
My whole thing is I don’t know where to start
i’ve been passing online as female for 15 years and just decided I have to find out I have to be me I’m tired of it
It feels good to call myself the past and present because if it makes me feel better it’s like this is me
I’d rather just go by Michelle if I could but I don’t know where to start figuring out exactly what I am I just know what I am right now is it me
Any help anybody can provide would be welcome and criticism I’ve probably done something to deserve that
Thanks again
@yellowOak7013 sorry you are struggling with this, just know you are not alone. I personally am new to this situation so I don't want to offend or tell you the wrong thing but maybe group therapy with ours who feel the same way might help? I myself have a hard time opening up to a large group of people but sometimes it helps. You get others perspectives and ways of dealing with difficult situations that might help with your own.