Starting out
I've just accepted that I'm transmasc and have no idea how to proceed. I still live with my parents and don't feel comfortable coming out yet. I know the next logical step is buying a binder but I'm so scared. I have this feeling that it's gonna feel too good. Like I won't be able to look away anymore. The more I discover about myself the more I loathe my daily life when I have to pretend to be a girl. The more I disgust myself. I'll have these imposter syndrome moments when I see myself in the mirror and love my curves, or times when I want to be feminine but it doesn't come out right because I look like a girl. I just want to know what to do. Nothing is right anymore and I feel depression making it's way back to me and I'm so scared I won't be able to pull myself out this time.
I just need to know how to start, please.
@ereign okay so first off. I am actually SO proud of you love. Good for you! <3 second off that situation sounds so difficult and so frustrating. So the first step can be super super difficult, but In the end it's worth it. The first step is to build confidence mentally. (: You can do this!