dysphoria

I hate how where I currently live, putting people into boxes is second nature. I hate that my chest isn’t flat, but I know binding isn’t possible. I hate that I have to choose and that people perceive me as a girl. I hate that here, I feel singled out because of my gender. I hate that my community is in another country and no one to assure me that I’m agender enough and no one to affirm me.I hate that I have to follow my biological gender’s roles in order to be respected.I hate that there seldom would be a third bathroom, unlike where I moved from.