I am too weak for my biological gender but ppl hate me for going nonbinary

I hate being a woman. I got into a hospital with a sprained knee and the male nurse told me "how can you be in pain, how will you give birth?". My leg was twisted backwards, what should I do - laugh? They draw me blood and i was scared and again the same question. I go for cough and again the same question. They refused to xray my leg until i sign formulars im not pregnant and when my last menstruation was. I don't feel comfortable. I don't feel comfortable opd men to tell me "woman, hurry like giving a bl0w job". I'm an asexual and virgin. "You women suck at this and that". "I don't want c0ndoms, take pills even though you already have depression". All contraception is towards female health. Abortions are getting banned. Birth is women's issue. Post partum depression and so. Then men leaving. Women in Afghanistan and Iran getting killed for existing as women. I don't want to be referred as she. I declared myself non-binary on my social media and people are attacking me. I'm from a post-communist country and ppl are terrible. I post a comment about a meme having nothing to do with gender and strainger guys go to my profile, see they/them and start attacking me. Saying LGBTQ+ and feminism are ***. I'm ***