Loneliness
I hate the feeling of being alone.
Feeling like I'll never be loved, not romantically.
I have friends and family who care about me and I them, and yet, loneliness.
I just wish I was born a boy.
Why would anyone choose me over someone who's cis.
Someone who has the body parts they're attracted to.
I don't know.
It's frustrating.
You are not alone. See.. I've started to cry replying to you. I have some similar feels in some ways. I feel in love with someone I wasn't supposed to... I also feel I will never find romantic love again. I don't want to have to explain and revisit the pain of my past to someone new. My love is love post is short but fill with unfortunate irony :( Just understand that you are not alone is this. You will be happy again in this life or the next. Maybe in the next life I'll find the one I ultimately fell in love with sooner. Just hard to handle the change from being completely satisfied to the now loneliness. Don't give up, love still has a chance to find you unlike me ❤️
