internalised homophobia
i hate being a lesbian with all my heart. i wish i could like men so badly. ik i should be proud and all that but i don’t find any pride in disappointing my family. this is not a “i hate being queer” situation. it is SPECIFICALLY related with me being a lesbian since i can marry a man and be happy, like my parents want me to. idk how to overcome it.
@cowboylikeivy
damn thats tough yk it does take a lot of time to get over it and also u dont have to come out to your parents like u dont owe them anything. also sorry but is it like a religon or culture thing to marry a man cuz i get it. im indian and it sorta like idk against it but im bi. I guess u js gotta well actually it depends how old you are.. if ur like older 20+ then u js gotta tell them but if not and ur younger js give them the idea if u were and see how they react