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I belong to a conservative family...I didn't have any idea about gay or homosexuality.... I grew up in a very conservative surroundings...for study and livelihood I migrated to spain...where I met a nice spanish guy....I didn't know he was not straight....we were in a couse and had good relatonship...one day he proposed me...it was a bolt from the blue for me....I was not comfortable with that...i refused initially....but, he was persistant and eventually managed to convince me to enter into a homosexual relationship...it just changed everything....suddenly I could understand my inner feeling and sexuality which I could not try to understand before meeting him....we became partner and we are now together....I am very happy with him...he just aroused my eternal sexuality and cared me a lot...

So, there are important two things...mentally we are very much connected.....mental attachment is important and the physical part which I say is very important.. When I took him for the first time inside it was so painful for first 5-10 minutes....i thought that it would not be possible...but,he calmed me down and after that period,I found immense pleasure.....it was joyful....since then, we have had sex almost everyday....it has become a stress remover for me....