Bisexual or Lesbian Rant
Why are women always on back burner instead of front when dealing with sexuality and private time with my partner?
I am married to my husband, but I have always been attracted to women too. My first kiss and intimate experiences were with woman. However, I have been intimate with men and women. I enjoy both, but as I am getting older, I am finding that I think about women so much more often and my attraction towards them is really strong. When I’m intimate with my husband, it’s like the only thing that can get me to that point is thinking about women.
The part that frustrates me the most of navigating my sexuality is that I don’t understand why I always hit a wall with women. It’s like I want to pursue them so badly but then something stops me.
I love my husband, I do, but it has always felt like something was missing. I married him for a reason, but I don’t know what’s going on with my mind.
@DiscoveringMe26
Sometimes we can just respond to different things sexually that bring pleasure..there's no wrong or right answer.
It might help to organise a weekend away with you and your husband, some romance, nice meal, massages , candles, and reignite the intimacy and put your energy into you both 🥰
@DiscoveringMe26
I get what your going through
I to have found both men and women attractive but lately I’ve been finding I either lean more to women then men or neither
and it’s really frustrating.
@Angel628 Yes exactly. I hate the thought of hurting my husband, but these thoughts are just so overwhelming.