Identity crisis?

ok bro so literally I’m having a full blown identity crisis rn because one day I feel alright in my body (im a girl) and I can like myself and how I look, but the next day I absolutely hate myself and want to cut my hair, get a chest binder, etc.. rn my pronouns are she/they but I want to change them so badly to they/them because ✨euphoria✨ and that I feel is a permanent feeling unlike how I said those other feelings come and go. I’ve been feeling like this for around a year probably so I’ve had plenty of time to think about it and I do really want to get a chest binder and cut my hair. im positive about that i just can’t get my mom to let me so ya know, there’s that. anyways, I need help figuring out what I should do to feel more comfortable with myself with the position im in, because I can’t seem to figure it out in my own.