It hurts
I live in a very homophobic country where people can kill or beat you up if they find out you are a part of the LGBTQ+ community. I love a girl. She’s 2 years older then me , just graduated from high school. I love her for 2 years now and deep down in my heart I know we will never be together and if I let her go I won’t be able to find anyone like her cause she is my soulmate . I am too afraid of telling her about my feelings because I might fuck everything up.She drives me crazy . I am crazy for her . I love her too much and I will literally do anything for her. The realization that we can never be together is too much for me . I can’t hold it anymore but also I’ll never have the courage to tell her the truth. THIS SHIT IS IMPOSSIBLE. It hurts so much.
@Ariana1sr0 im sure she appreciates you.
I don’t know ..
@Ariana1sr0 I am always gonna be your fan. Go Italians!
I’m Armenian 😭
I can relate, I live in England but having to be brought up in a religious and cultural family does not help for the both of us. Honestly, it hurts and I’m still unsure about everything. We both know we won’t be there for the long term. Overthinking it sucks and just makes things ever sleep hard.