Coming out

Growing up, I never was comfortable with my assigned gender.

I never liked heels, dresses, makeup and/or anything that made me feel "feminine". There are times when I would breakdown over using the girl's bathroom instead of the boy's bathroom, or get mad at my mother for forcing me to wear dresses and skirts when I wanted to wear baggy clothes, jackets and gym shorts. Every thought or dream I had, I would never refer to or see myself as a girl. I was always a boy and it made me feel happy.

I never knew what it was at first because I was so young at the time. But as I grew up, the feelings got stronger and stronger but I didn't want to tell my family, especially my mother. I have no bond with my mother and we never had the same ideals. Same goes to most of my relatives out there. If they found out that I Identify as a trans male, they would never talk to me again, my mom would definitely kick me out and/or send me to a hospital. They don't support LGBTQ at all.

But despite that, 3 siblings and a few friends support my decision and I'm happy to have some support than nothing.

Not sure where to start on this trans journey tho.