Coming out in your 30th!! How does it feel!

I grow up in a very conservative country where I didn’t think out of what is commonly agreed to be normal, I noticed that I was not like the others whether in my kind of thinking! Dressing, and even my sexual orientation, though I kind of knew I am attracted to the same gender in some ways, I never took myself as a Homo, I kind of subsequently denied it, I have been with the opposite gender for a long term relationship in which I never did the full sexual act, and in the last years, after our breakup, I finally could come to a terms and think about myself and let my self be out there and here I am a lesbian, it has been quite a journey for me to come out to myself, anyone with similar stories! I still feel like I missed so much in my sef and I should have been honest and If I was born somewhere else I would have been the real me.