I don’t know
I don’t really know who I am or what I like and sometimes i think am I really gay? or it’s just a phase.
I never come out to anyone bc I’m in Muslim country and I respect that but most of the time I feel guilty
I don’t know i think maybe im overthinking
( sorry for my english )
Hey, I get what you mean. My family and culture is conservative. I have kinda made up my mind long time ago that I will never come out to my parents to preserve their image. However, my siblings and some friends know, and, I am obviously lesbian to some people.
It's kinda don't ask to tell situation, and I accept it whole heartedly. I feel I don't need to come out to everyone to feel like myself and feel whole. I kinda like the "secretive" thing.
I also used to have guilt, but it kinda fades away with acceptance that I am made this way, and there's nothing wrong with me.
Hope you find something useful in this. Hang in there.
@redLime3799
I know exactly what you are going through. I am too a gay person living in a Muslim majority country and I used to struggle just to figure out who I am. It's a tough situation to be in but it gets easier with time. If you ever need to talk just reach out to me.