Never enough
I don’t really know how to use this app I just need to get this off my chest. I get good grades, maintain good extracurriculars and don’t get in trouble. I want to get into a good university and be successful in life not for me but to impress the people around me. I hate myself so much I never feel like anything I do it enough. Sometimes I’ll see people being good at something I’m not and blame myself as if I’m not good at other things. I don’t know how to relax or be on vacation because I hate myself even more when I’m not working for something. Today I was looking to donate blood or my eggs so I could feel useful . I just want someone to tell me I’m enough, that I’m wanted and deserve it. I don’t feel like I deserve to be.
@meowmewo79
Dude, this is so me... I need to constantly be productive and needed. I never feel good enough, no matter how many people tell me how amazing I am. I feel ya.
*Hugs*
@meowmewo79 I'd encourage you if you are not already to slow down on looking at social media or let go of social media all together. I think social media tends to only showcase highlights of people's lives, not any negative things they are experiencing. You only see the best of the best and tend to compare yourself. Sorry if I'm completely off here.
It sounds like you are doing great, and sounds like you are doing the right things. Keep that up, but try not to compare yourself and enjoy being young!