Proud of not surviving but living
In all honesty, I never thought I'd get to a day where I'd say I'm proud of myself and here I am today!! So, here are my reasons on why I'm proud of myself:
1. I'm not consistently sad or disappointed with myself and I've had moments where I felt happy ( which feels great by the way! )
2. I've been getting good results which always brings my mood up even if it's just by a little bit.
3. I have made many, many people smile and laugh, which I'd like to continue to do forevermore
4. I have a heart condition called heart murmer and I still try my best in Physical Education in school.
5. I am around 2 weeks clean, which may not seem like a lot but I'm proud of it.
6. I'm slowly learning to live a life I can love not just survive.
Thank you so much for taking your time to read this, and I hope you have a great day my loves!!! And remember I'm proud of you, I may not know you personally but I am proud of you of making it here today x
Dear @atifa
You really sound like you worked hard to get to your current point in life. This is so admirable!
I would say you inspired me today and I hope you'll get going everyday cause you surely are on the right track!
Stay safe, 
@cristiana33 Hi Cristiana, I'm so sorry for the very late reply but thank you so much for your feedback, it means so much to me! I'm over the moon that I inspired you and I hope you do well in future!
Remeber to smile!
Atifa x