Pulling Out My Eyelashes?

I have been trying to stop cutting. I've been doing really well but I still get really bad urges..

Anyway one day several months ago, I was looking up distractions online. One suggestion was to pluck your eyebrows. I don't know why. But I went into my room, picked up tweezers and started pulling out my eyelashes.

I really like the way it feels when I pull. Actually I pulled out a couple of eyelashes today.

No one else knows about this. I'm really scared to tell anyone and I don't want to tell.

I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety.

Am I developing Trich?

Is it okay to keep this a secret for now?