Religious OCD

Hi! I have found out that I might have OCD. Even if I have my own point of view and see God in my own way (as someone who loves and understands), I can't stop feeling guilty and anxious all the time :(. I don't feel comfortable to share the whole story, but it involves my LGBTQ friends and my relationship with them. I know it sounds silly but I felt the need of sharing this with somebody, I don't have a trusted person or priest, I know he would just said I am wrong and it makes me even more anxious and afraid of ***. It feels so overwhelming...Thanks for reading and I hope you will have a great day =). Sorry for any grammar mistakes!