Need help with my ocd

I have problem with my ocd since i was a child first it started with compulsions just for real life and now it act now even in games while i play them video games of course as you now readed!

Another thing when it all started my ocd was much worse than today even so today to can come back like boomberang when i try control it etc i been beating my self alot when it acted out on its own when i go out of control and alot having problem with compulsions by washing my hands repeating stuff getting intrusive thoughs every now and then and many other stuff

Yet as you see i beaten half part my ocd what i did long time ago as young adult where was Door compulsions counting comulsions etc...

but now my ocd changed into video games as i above talked about and afther my ocd stoped by previus stuff my anxiety took over and act above ocd because of traumatic problems

So to be clear i beaten half of my ocd for compuslions about going out going back about door check and going inside outside or others stuff

Now my problem with ocd is in washing hands,compulsions in video games repeating,dealing with drama aka being glued for people that i cant escape from it as someone doesnt listen to me then i keep going wrong way and get into drama that then my anxiety get so worse and its really hard for me to control this if you understand when someone doesnt listen or care or even understand i am going trough

because person whu doesnt care themself dont understand what they are doing and i dont understand that i sometimes go to far when my ocd starts with this and it really ruins my day alot of times because of this i just want to stop and ignore drama instead to get into it and so on but it can be so hard hope you understand me it s not easy for me when i have to repeat my self over and over again unitil you understand