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@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 to @magicalTouch154
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@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi
@magicalTouch154
I'm sry dear, as I'm so sleepy... i took pills n slept thankfully. i wokeup an hour ago back. around 2 or something i guess:)
I'm sry for letting you know what's going on, u must've have been waited for me, I'm apologies 😞
Hugs
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
I didn't know you took pills ..
Soyes, I was waiting until 1 am
Good to hear you had a sleep
@magicalTouch154
I'm sry, for that!! I'll try to update if it ever get to happen agn..!!
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
You hate cakes . . . ?
@magicalTouch154
Yeah, but not all but i do:)
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 you hate red velvet ?
@magicalTouch154
Nope, i love it 💗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi
Good Morning
Hope you had a good sleep
Hope you're doing fine
I've been waiting to hear from you all morning.
You're everywhere, but not here ..
Guessing everything is good ..
Awaiting your reply
Love & Hugs your way
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi
Hope you are doing well
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Good Morning
Hope you're doing safe & fine
How's your health ..
Pleaae reply,
I am concerned..
Love & care your way ...
Hugs
@magicalTouch154
Good morning ❤️
Have a beautiful day ahead:)
How are u doing??
Yeah, im doing fine... but few health issues as usual. that's completely fine!!
Wbu?
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
I'm sorry to hear about your health issues. I wish to be there with you to comfort you accompany you in the pain.
I'm not fine here either. I am praying badly & desperately for things to repair & latch back
No hugs now ? Haha
How's your exams going ..
@magicalTouch154
It's completely fine... u don't have to feel bad. it's just another common things of mine. I'll look into it oneself. ty for the concern anyways <3
I'm so sorry to hear that...!! hope u soon feel eased n I'm sry:( !!💓
It's just fine... I'm doing good at it, ty:) 😊
Sending lots of healing ur way 💝
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
I wish your pains would ease one day..
You don't have to do it all by yourself..
And no, I don't think i will ever feel eased about it.
It keeps building higher n higher inside me .. & I don't know what my breaking point will lead me to,
But yeah, if it also means that I'll be away from this world, I guess it's a doable breaking point ..
Because like people take overdose to do it, I don't have such existing methods to use for.
So it's excruciating day by day ...
Can we talk here ...
Since the chat is gone ..
@magicalTouch154
I'm sry to hear that... i truly dunno what to say fr. I've nothing remains than apologizing.
n please don't be hard on yourself...!! please...!!! try distracting urself with any ways possible. you can make it but not with this mindset of unstuck. please...!! there's always a way to sort out of stuffs which felt impossible. hope u get me !!
n I'm myself not doing great...!! there's lot of heavy Emotion storms around. i can't take it either, yet I'm trying...! we got this together.
Sending lots of embrace ur way...! you'll be alright<3
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
You don't have to apologise ..
Because no amends are being made anyway, for things to feel better ..
So feeling sorry or apologising for seeing people in intolerable pain, is like seeing a person lie in a blood pool on the road, & saying sorry to him,
He's not gonna make it anyway, regardless feeling sorry for him. Isn't it ..,
You got me wrong, ailura .. I'm not being hard on myself here. I'm giving you the condition of my heart n mind.
Usually, we have 1 of them in our side, at situations like these ..
But both of them have teamed up against me ..
They can't handle the pain, & so do I ..
I'm merely giving you the truth.
Distracting ? Lol. You think I'm in a game, that I am not winning,, so I just distract .. haha
So silly of you
Maybe there are ways for you, ailura ..
They don't for me ...
Perhaps the breaking point is the way for me .. silently waiting ..
Like you say your health issues are for you ..
It breaks my heart that you aren't doing great.
You're the 1 person on this planet, ailura.. who should always be doing good ❤️. You're the previous creation of God. You need it more than anyone..
I hope you're prayers are with you.
You lean on them in such cases...
Idk about you, but I'm already way back in the dark ..
If we got this together, you're far ahead of me I guess ..
Iway far that I'm so scared of being alone ..
Happy valentine's day, by the way.
If that counts to you,
And no, I won't be alright. I'm not lying, or making you feel bad, I'm just giving you a piece of my state ..
Regardless all this,
Lots of love & care your way.
Tight hugs & warmth too ..
I hope we can comversate here :)
Good Morning,
@Ailuraphilelove8t
I hope you are feeling better than before ,,
I hope you're in a better situation or condition compared to earlier ...
I've been unable to hear from you in here ..
Knowing your pain & suffering, it's making me broken :/ ..
I really want to be with you and help you with everything I can ..
There's so much in the mind ..,
I'm so sorry for the things you're going through ..
The sleepless nights talk a lot ..
Please let me know what's going on with you ..
I hope the chat is possible ...
So much love and hugs your way
Awaiting to hear from you
@magicalTouch154
Hey hi 💗
A very good morning to u 🌹
You don't have to worry, pls don't...!! I'm doing good mentally rn:) ( I'm honest )
Idk, what's on the way to reach me..!! but I'm making supplications to my rabb. he know my intention more than anyone. i believe things soon ease up ❤️ it doesn't seems to be rn, n I'm ngl, I'm worried tho but not into the darkness, somehow i get to see some light in realm. let's see.
You're doing amazing, please don't worry, self-blame or regret abt Stuffs. you don't have to...!! everything will be alright i guess 💓
Hugs ur way (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Is the chat possible ...
Since I can't text you from my end ...
I'm missing you so much, I don't know how to make you know it ...
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi
How are you doing ..
Are you available to talk ...
@magicalTouch154
Lol, just said gn to my peeps 😁. I'm going to try sleeping 🤧.
what u doing at this time?? haven't u fall asleep yet??
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Can we talk ...
@magicalTouch154
Tell me
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Not here
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hi
Are you okay ?
I feel you're worried with something ...
I am sorry if I wasn't there , .
I am more than willing to help or support you with whatever it is ..
Please lemme know ..
Awaiting your reply
Dear @Ailuraphilelove8tear9
I hope you're doing well
Yet, I am in a constant feeling that you aren't ..
It breaks me every bit to see you in the pain & suffering, ailura .. :(
You don't have to face it alone ..
You definitely not ...
Please reach out to me ..
I promise you 🙏, it will be less heavy
Please ..
Awaiting your reply
Lots of love n care to you ❤️
@magicalTouch154
Hey 👋
I'm sry, please don't worryy
I'll text u after sometime's.. it may take few minutes i guess ❤️.
please don't pressurize yourself with anything!!!!
Tight hugs 💕
Waiting for you
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Embrace and warmth to you ❤️