Bear, Ty, and Kiara! :)
We get along so well, I thought I’d make us a penpal chat! <3
Please do not read/comment/like/subscribe if you are not the people below. Thank you! <3
@7Bear7
@dapperNest2125
@jesusredeemedme2425
@jesusredeemedme2425
Howdy!
@dapperNest2125
I LOVE TERIYAKI! There.
Bahaha random XD
@jesusredeemedme2425
I'm commenting to myself about the show in the BTB forum. You're still trying to get me to stop arguing with you in there. I was done 10 mins ago.
I'm watching the show. 😜
@jesusredeemedme2425
Thanks you Kiara!! I am going to bed now, so hopefully will respond tomorrow, tho I will be a lot more busy then than I was today.
Y'all have a blessed night! 🩵
Take your time, we’ll still be here <3
How did y'all day go? Mine was good, long and tiring but good.
@7Bear7
My carpal tunnel has been hurting and feeling like electrical impulses are shooting through it. Yay. lol
I went thrifting today! <3
Also finally finished/worked on some projects <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Well I hope your (hands?) feel better.
I am glad you got to thrift tho! How does that work, not sure I have ever thrifted?
Nice!
Right hand. Something snapped when I was doing a volunteer gig a year or so ago. Yay…
You’ve never thrifted???? Not even Goodwill??? Ok, that’s your goal for this week ;)
@jesusredeemedme2425
Ahh yes snapping things inside the body, so much fun.
Idk if I have been thrifting? I go shopping, even in small craft galleries and stuff, I just don't know what constitutes as thrifting cuz I have never used the term?
Yeah… Messed me up ever since.
It’s like… used, resold items. Thrift stores. Goodwill and Salvation Army are both nationwide and well-known. Look up your local thrift stores, though, because those can be cheaper and sometimes much better <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
I see, I'll try to keep that in mind for when it's relevant . I don't really need to buy anything at the moment and if anything need to get rid of stuff, lol. But it's sounds interesting, I think I have done a little bit years ago but not well remembered.
Think I am going to sleep now, thank you have a blessed night Kiara! 🩵
Who NEEDS to buy anything when they’re thrifting? Hehe. You just search for treasures, like that one AMAZING book you discover, or a brand new board game for $5, or a pair of pants that fits you PERFECTLY <3
Night! <3
Hey! Sorry I've been away. The app stopped working for me so notifications went out the window. How are ya guys? I've been really well! 😁
@dapperNest2125
I've been doing a lot better recently! Tho not always good, in general better.
Fyi super cute profile picture, is that your dog?
@7Bear7
Yeah that's my dog polar. Lol
That's good! Just try and keep it more good then bad! Although sometimes the pendulum swings the other way and if that happens we're here for ya! Any improvement is great! I had to get out in the real world for a bit. Too much time here but I'm back generally! Nice to talk to ya again!
@dapperNest2125
Of course of course, that's the way of life. And thanks for being there for me the other night (you too Kiara!) it was super helpful!
Polar is such a amazing name! Are they a good boy/girl?
@7Bear7
Dude don't mention it. It was my pleasure to meet ya and talk to you. Anytime.
Boy or girl? Idk we're still trying to figure that out.
Boy lol. Big ol wuss. You got pets?
@dapperNest2125
Lol sounds like he's fun!
Yeah we got a few, two dogs (as different to each other as night and day) and a cat. We used to have more but that's our current line up.
@7Bear7
Oh nice! I used to have more to. Always had animals. Love them. What kinda dogs? I had a weinie dog and a Siberian husky way back when. Love em all big and small. Lol.
Also had a sugar glider and he was great. A tarantula. Animals are just a must in a home.
@dapperNest2125
A hyperactive Texas heeler, he is almost all black so hard to see at night. And the laziest mutt (unknown mix) ever, he is sandy brown and pretty wrinkly and super cute to. They are both great, tho the mutt is a family dog, and the heeler is my sisters.
@7Bear7
Also the sugar glider and tarantula sound like fun!
@7Bear7
Dude that amazing. I love the wrinkly ones and I had a pitch black cat.
Yeah I wish I could own a rescue habitat. Total pipe dream but just a lot of work and licenses and money.
What do you got going on for the day. I'm not doing much just doing stuff with some friends online so sorry if I'm slow.
You had a sugar glider????? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yup! He was cool. Used to carry him in a pouch cus he was a marsupial.
How do you not know if Polar is a boy or girl lol
@jesusredeemedme2425
Was a joke Kiara. Lol. Idk maybe he is trans though. Who knows? 🤣
Hey Kiara. Bear. What's up?
Boutta head to bed lol… night! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Okay. Night. Sleep well!
Talk about mongooses while I’m gone lol
I see no mongooses. I am saddened. ;)
@jesusredeemedme2425
The little furry mongooses are indeed very cute and fuzzy! ;)
Why are they called gooses??
@jesusredeemedme2425
Idk
Because geeze is the plural of goose so to show a difference in species they choose to use gooses as the plural?????
Hey guys, it's been awhile sorry. I kinda got sucked away with a bunch of stuff.
How have y'all been? Got any Halloween plans or ideas?
Also been a while for me. Missed you guys. Hope you all are doing well. ❤️
Yo I thought you were off 7Cups for good! How ya doin??? <3
Thought I was too. I'm good! Just living my best life. In a better place now. Moved. So I'm out by my lonesome exploring the world and working. Lots of boredom but loving it. How have you been?! Missed ya. How's the fam?
That sounds awesome! <3
What have you explored??
Why boredom?
I’m perpetually exhausted lol
Missed you too <3
The fam is good! Check out my “Wish You Knew” posts <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Oh I haven't explored much. I go to the lake when it's nice out. That's cool. I was more just trying to jazz up my day to day. Lol. I'm doing a lot of volunteering and doing my best to stay busy.
Boredom cus I dont have much in terms of friends out here. No family close. If I don't work I kinda just walk around outside looking for cool rocks and I befriend them. Finding the best sticks and all that. It's starting to warm up though so there should be more going on. Maybe people to meet. Animals to watch. The squirrels are out and I already befriended them. There's a murder of crows I've been trying to butter up to bring me shiny things.
You're perpetually exhausted? Are you super busy? Sleeping well? Are you okay emotionally? What's going on? I have been thinking about you since the last time I talked to you. Lol. You just randomly pop into my head and I'd get a little sad. I'm here to talk now though if you need it. :)
I know I've been emotionally overwhelmed as of late and that's been leaving me like out of breath mentally. It really is nice to talk to you again. Probably why I'm writing you a book right now. Nice to talk to a friend to feel at home in a way.
@dapperNest2125
Sorry if I wrote too much. 😥
You got a lake???? That’s awesome <3
What kind of volunteering??
Ooh I like collecting rocks too <3 You should paint them or write on them and leave them in secret hidden places <3
Hehe crows <3
Dealing with life… Some not so fun parts. :( Also mentally and emotionally exhausted and overwhelmed. Trying to be numb helps. Will probably give me a heart attack eventually tho.
Drawing a lot, reading less than I should, scrolling WAYYYYY too much lol! Watching Building the Band ;)
Awww my heart <3 Why sad??
I thought you disappeared :’(
Why emotionally overwhelmed?
Awwww <3
Why are you overthinking your post??? <3 I love it! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Well it's like a 15 min walk from my house but it's one of the great lakes. I'll have to get some pictures.
There's a large addiction recovery community around me so I will run meetings or do stuff at the soup kitchen. I did a positivity meeting last week. I was just asked to talk and of course I picked positivity and the importance of emotions as they are what make us human. Even the sads. Especially the sads. I do work with the service animals every Saturday. I work with Vixen. She's huge and fluffy. My best friend in this dang town. Idk. I just ask if anyone needs help and I see what I can do.
I should paint them and hide them like the Easter bunny. A lot of people walk around here and I could just leave people pretty rocks everywhere. I'll be like batman but but if batman painted rocks and was nothing like batman. I'd wear a nifty costume though. That's for sure.
Is it anything you'd like to talk about? I know you said you're trying to numb out but if I can be of any help. I'd love to and I'll be always here to listen. I don't want you to go through things alone if you don't want to. Not while I'm around and I can still log in. Lol. Please don't give yourself a heart attack. I just got you back. Take it easy on that heart. You got a good one.
Scrolling is like the worst thing to get trapped in. I LOVE to hear that you're drawing a lot though. What are you working on? I'm guessing reading is tough cus of the amount of things on your mind. That would make sense if so. I stopped watching making the band cus it made me sad I couldn't talk to you. Lol.
Sad just cus I've had bad luck with people recently. Trying to make friends and things get kinda sad. Me and my emotional self is a but much for people but it's okay! And I want a friend to care about and to love. Most people want a shallow nothingness. Which makes me feel very empty. Anyways.
I didn't dissappear by choice. I couldn't log in. I was really really sad for a long while I was just cut off from you. I'm really happy now though. Lol.
I overthought it cus i don't want to overwhelm people and it seems like I'm really good at that. Just being careful.
Also your posts! There's a ton of em. I'll chime in on ones I can when I can sit down and think about em. 😁 Love the idea of them though. You usually got thoughtful ideas up in here.
Sounds pretty <3
Aww that’s sweet <3
The sads are hard :(
What kind of animal is Vixen?
You should! You could be the Eggman… Coo-coo-ca-choo. ;)
It would definitely give you a fun project to do! Invite people over. Pretend it’s COVID lockdown lol
It’s not a lot I can share, but it’s sleep deprivation and poor diet and a million other things. Tons of migraines. Stress. Bleh.
I hope I don’t have a heart attack someday… I eat a lot of butter.
Videos are fun tho. Hehe
Drew dinosaurs recently <3
Reading is hard because focusing is hard.
Awww! I’m on episode 2 (again lol), if you wanna catch up lol
Why bad luck?
Why emotional?
Shallow nothingness is not fun. :(
Why couldn’t you log in?
Awww! <3
Nah you good <3 I like having you around <3
Sorry, I can’t imagine how many thousands of notifications you have from me XD
Thanks! I’m having fun with this series <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
I'd love to be the Eggman. Going around in a humoty dumpty costume. Get hit by a car.
Vixen is a doggy. I'll make a picture of her my profile picture since that needs changing anyways.
Sads are hard but you'll get through them and be better on the other side for it. Plus it's nice to be sad enough to know you'd rather be happy. I can't stand feeling nothing. I've been kinda like that the past week or so. Now I feel like my emotions are coming back. It feels nice. I like having you around too. Gotta get used to this website again. Lol.
It's okay if you can't share. I'm still here to talk though. We can go back to our old ways of watching making the band just being good ol pals. If you want me back that is. 😭😭😭. Jk.. I really didn't mean to just poof. Idk why I couldn't log in but now I can.
Well I mean just don't let heart attack someday be someday soon. At least put it off a bazillion years or so.
So just kind of depression anxiety stuff? Bad sleep and diet. Just kinda having trouble with effort and motivation and.... Just the big ol SADS. I hope I can help a little bit even if I'm just a distracted for a few moments. :)
Well I have a friend I talk to online. She's from Australia and I was gonna go see her but then she basically told me that she just uses me as a distraction to not think basically and said I was making the friendship complicated because I was talking about my feelings and idk... I'm an emotional guy and I thought friends were supposed to be caring. It's just something that confused me and made me feel kinda like an idiot. I probably just need some real life friends. Lol
Yeah I wanna watch again with you! That was fun! Can j maybe see the dinosaurs? 🥺 It's okay if no.
Please don’t. No cars!
Awww <3
You seem super upbeat and silly lately lol
The website is easy lol
Building the Band. Hehe
Absolutely! <3
Surreeeee you didn’t mean to just poof. Hehe jk
I’ll try lol
Big sads. Big emotions. Also no emotions.
Yes, you’re helping <3
That’s weird :(
Do it! Watch episode 2 hehe
Wouldn’t be safe to share pics, sorry!
@jesusredeemedme2425
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yeah I've been generally happier. Just trying to find my place in this world and my people I guess. Thinking about just doing a ton of traveling. Throwing caution to the wind and just taking off somewhere. I'm just ready for some new experiences.
I'll watch it then! 😜.
Sorry yeah I realized I messed up the name but of course can't edit.
That's okay. I just like dinos so had to ask. I got a dino nugget plushie. And I didn't mean to poof. Also the website is... It's easy enough.
Glad I'm helping. :). You are helping me too.
I hope the big sads become big happy with time. :)
Where would you go? What kind of experiences? <3
You better! Hehe jk
Bear, you gonna watch it with us??? <3
All good hehe
Yooooo those exist??? Hehe
I am?
Me too. Life is rough. :(
@jesusredeemedme2425
Idk where if go. Maybe to go see an online friend. Bet he'd be down for that. Idk any experiences. Something different. I'd love to go abroad and still might. Australia does sound nice. Idk life is too short.
Yeah there's a plushie for everything and of course you're helping lol. I am stoked to be talking to you again. Literally fired up and so close to bedtime. Tsk Tsk.
Yeah life is rough. It's gonna get better though. Just know you're awesome and a good person. You're important and you're stronger than what's trying to bring you down. :). Is bear still on here a lot?
Just don’t get eaten by a huntsman. Hehe
Aww! <3
Lol relax, go watch or listen to something restful <3
Heh. I am SO not strong…
He’s in and out. He wrote to me a matter of days ago in a different chat, so he’s still alive. Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey! Don't talk about my friend like that! You are strong!
I'm gonna eat the spider. Beat him to the punch... Crunch crunch.
Yeah I mean I could still go see my friend there... I'm torn. Been thinking too much about stupid stuff lately. I usually barely think.
I am relaxing! In the quiet though. You also better be relaxing!
Oh okay. It's nice to know he's still around. Maybe we will have our grand reunion soon. I'll definitely be around though now. :). I work late afernoon/nights so I'd be just getting home right now.
Idk. Maybe I'll go to the moon. Be all alone. Bounce around and get back to my people.
Meh.
I mean… protein. Lol
Stupid stuff?
Why barely think?
I’m posting too much and messing with my carpal tunnel. Lol. Not relaxing tho…
I love being alone lol! Too many humans out there being all human-y. Hehe
Boing boing boing hehe
@dapperNest2125
Heyo it's been awhile. How have you been?
I also wanna travel, biggest place I wanna see is the red woods. There are also a few bands I would love to see like 'Good Kid' if you haven't heard of them check out the music video for 'Cicada' it's really good! There is also a friend I really wanna meet irl within the next year ish. . . But kinda nervous and not sure it will happen.
Dino Nugget plushie sounds amazing!
Also your pfp Vixen (if I remember the name right) is adorable!!
Yea life is ruff, all bark and some bite, it really puts a dog in me sometimes, but I can't help but wonder what's pawsible if we can just dig in and make it under the fence that life put in our way. . .
Ahem lol
But yea I bhew-lieve in y'all you got dis!
And I am around some days and not others, it really depends on my mood and whether I have stuff to respond to, (and how busy I am at work lol)
Redwoods seem pretty! And big! Hehe
Is it safe?
Vixen IS adorable!! Awww <3
…Woof. Hehe
All good, no rush or pressure! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yeaaa the redwoods are massive and from everything I have seen Internet wise gorgeous!
'Is it safe?' if you mean the music video then yes, there isn't any swearing or violence in the video, just a girl and a boy sorta rebelling a bit so they can sing on stage together. (Tho there is some artists representation of fear/whatever it is holding them back in the form of messy shadows)
If you mean me meeting my friend, I see no reason why it wouldn't be safe.
Woof woof!
Thanks! ^ ^
Right??? <3
I meant meeting the friend lol
Purrrrr <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Watch what? I was reading through the post but couldn't find a name just an episode number.
Lol. Building the Band. It’s on Netflix and it’s SOOOO good! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Thanks, I'll at least take a peek at it ;)
Bearrrrr where did you gooooooo hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425
Eyo sorey, ima in and out of cups now I don't get on every day cuz I just don't have the motivation some days, or anyone to respond to T - T . tho I do think I have somethings of yours to respond to and now I got a whole wall of text above this to poke at lol!
Sorry! Hehe. Take your time <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Don't be sorry, it's ah all ah me ah ah *Bear said with extremely fake Italian accent*
Heh. I was thinking Swedish Chef. ;)