Chat Between @jesusredeemedme2425 and @Ailuraphilelove8tear9 :)
I thought that I would make us a penpal chat, because I love talking to you and I’d love to get to know you more! Please feel free to ignore if you don’t want to, or if you don’t feel comfy. No pressure! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yayyy....!!!!! 🤗 I'm the happiest today....(づ￣ ³￣)づ.....😘
It’s really nice talking to you too 😊.
Please don’t mind if I ever seem boring xD I’m not very good at keeping conversations going.
You might have to be the one who lights up our chats 🤧.
I’d genuinely love to know more about you. I actually thought of starting a penpal before, but I held myself back because I wasn’t sure how to connect 😭.
Awww no way! You’re so much fun to talk to! You light up our lives <3
You should next time! Now do the same with someone else. Or lots of someone elses! Hehe
So you’re in Pakistan? Or India? I can’t remember. What’s it like there??? I’m in the US and have no idea besides books and movies mostly <3 What’s the BEST food there EVER??? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yay!! Thank you for saying that. I used to feel awkward and regret posting things sometimes 😌
I’m from India, did you forget already? 😭 I’ve basically spent my eternal life around your indian food culture posts 🤧.
But I don’t really look like a typical Indian girl, haha. I’m often mistaken for American or Pakistani. A few days ago, at a religious gathering, I met some Malaysian people… they literally questioned me so much, they literally started to intricate me....trying to figure out where I was actually from. I have very pale skin and I’m much taller than most Indian girls 😭 Most of the men around me are shorter than me — feel my pain 🤧 But at the same time, I feel proud and just silently enjoy it 😏
You know, the food here can make you feel like you’re flying to heaven. And Biryani? That’s loved by at least 70–80% of people. (But I only like chicken biryani 🍗 I don’t like the others.)
I’m not a big eater, though. I don’t have a specific favorite food. I just eat according to my mood 😋.
what's you fav food tho?
I do that sometimes hehe
Idk, I have the memory of a mongoose hehe
The Indian one has gotten pretty quiet lol! Wanna liven it up??? <3
Yeah, I don’t look like my culture either, but then, I’m half and half. So yeah. Lol
Do you like short guys?
I LOVE Indian food <3 I just wish my stomach did lol
What’s biriyani?
Put food in front of me and I’ll eat it lol
Uhhhh chili maybe? Idk hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425
Maybe I’m getting better these days, I guess… I feel less awkward than before 💗
Is a mongoose the animal shown in Timon and Pumbaa? 😮 Do they have strong memory power or something?
You know what? I used to have light one-on-one chats with Indian people. But I’m actually looking for someone who can interact actively in forums who matches my vibe. I can’t seem to find anyone social enough to get along with there 🤧.
And yeah right!!! I don’t really like my culture either. There’s so much more happening than what people see in India 🙃 and I’m honestly a victim of some of that cruelty. What do you dislike about your culture, Kiara?
No way… I can like short guys 😌 The only thing I expect from guys is height, I guess xD They look so much shorter next to me for this Burj Khalifa 😂 I secretly enjoy them getting embarrassed about their height beside me 🤣😄
What’s your height (in feet)?
What kind of guys are you interested in?
That’s a nice one… even my gastric ulcer used to scream louder than that xD
You know, there are people here in Andhra (a South Indian state) who are the wildest when it comes to spicy food 🔥 They can even eat raw chillies and say it tastes sweet. Sometimes my brain refuses to accept that they’re functioning humans 😣
The best part is that every state in our country has a different “qualification” for eating. One state eats light food, another eats spicy food, another eats bitter food 😁
And what do you mean by “chilli girl”???? 😂😂
love uuu ❤️, NVM late response 🤧😣
You got in so well here <3
No, those are a warthog and a meerkat :) Mongoose is something else. Like a rodent or cat or something.
My mom says hi :)
Ok, I have a challenge for you, if you choose to accept it. I want you to make a post under penpals, saying that you’re looking for friends/penpals, and detail exactly what you’re looking for. You’ll get great friends that way! <3
Cruelty? How?
America is full of hate and people not accepting other people. I hate that. :(
Burj Khalifa?
I care more about a guy’s heart than his height <3
That’s classified ;)
It’s funny. I tend to be attracted more to white guys, but I date brown/non-white guys. Lol! I love a good sense of humor, how we “click” and act like best friends <3
Ouch. Screaming body organs isn’t pretty XD
How do people eat like this?? Lol. Torean likes spicy and I’m just like, I can’t even. Lol
Qualification?
You’ve never eaten chili??????
Love you too! No worries, write whenever <3 I’ll still be here when you do <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey hi loviee..!! 🤗 how ya doing today?
Oh i see it, like capybara maybe 😮 !!
Aww <3 Your mom ? 💗 * nervous * Helloooooo 😃 , did she noticed u texting me?
Oh 😮..! that one seems good, I'll take the challenge 🤗. i love making friends ✨, where i should post it? in penpal community? r8?
........ T.w......
Yeah cruelity, Mostly to women's...! but it's like 60s , 70s, 80s n 90s more r less Ppl's ( according to India ). women's are degraded by men's for centuries but it's way different from ancient times. back then ( according to books ) Ppl's used to treat women's like divine. idk what happened in between times... we really mistreated. ( physicaly n mentally ). these generations of the best Ppl's i would confirm. They know hw to treat women's.
Relationship between childrens n parents r the worstest ever... they wont priorities their kid mental health, they behave hard to their children, force them with studies n works n degrade them with their status, Never be ur Emotional support, Physical abuse... no respect, humiliate u regradeless where u r. ( not everyone ) but mostly. n I'm living in such environment :(
Oh i thought American Ppl's are cool... is they carry any hatred with them or something ( no offense ).
Like i mean I'm tallest regrading their height when i mentioned burj Khalifa. ( The Burj Khalifa in Dubai is the world's tallest building, standing at 828 meters (2,717 feet) with 163 floors. ) 😅.
Yeah, yeah... same here..!! it would be nice if i could get some similar height with BEAUTIFUL heart...! 🤗.
You dated a brown guyy 😮✨??? did u get well along them?
Chilli?? 🌶️?? 😮 how could even manage to eat something spicy like that, or did i get it wrong? what's chili? meal??
n hey i forgot to mention it earlier, you asked abt briyani. I'll show u one 😁 i recently had.
hugs 🤗
I’m ok. Mid. Hehe
Nah, smaller and more rodent-like hehe
Nah, she sees me typing sometimes and says “Tell them I said hi”, when she doesn’t even know who I’m writing to XD
Yep! Or general. :)
Here too. Women are objects often. But it’s a lot better than in years past, when we weren’t even allowed to vote.
I’m so sorry :’(
For the most part, Americans ARE cool. It’s just some that are very… idk. Animated. Angry. About things like politics and religion and such…
Ohhhh that makes sense hehe!
Men are not very nice tho :(
Yes! I’ve noticed brown guys tend to be more chill sometimes <3
Nooo, chili is like a soup kinda, which can be spicy or non-spicy. <3
That looks like rice with… something in it hehe
hugs <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey hi 🤗
I'm so sry, it took me year's to reply 😭, pls Never mind!! 💔
How r u doing today? 💕
I'm so glad that I'm receiving support from u around forum's 😊..!! that's so much kind of u <3 !! I'm grateful for you 😊
I had so much fun yesterday honestly, memorable one 😁. The fun part is that... my family still have no idea abt my bday 😅😂. n i didn't bothered to remind them xD.
Oh 😮!! i see <3 so kinda of her.. 💕
Yeah, I'll post it under general support, maybe 😃✨ right into the process 🏃.
Women's restricted to vote???:( TBH, I've bad experience with men's... idk the wound refusing to vanish out. there were time I carried out hatred every men's out there but now I'm able to atleast socialize 🤷
Oh, i gotchu now...!! only native know the ir real pictures of their country more than info from internet!!
Exactly, i felt that with my whole heart... i would go against every men's TBH if I don have my dad in my life. but they scar thye made will never fade:(
Oh soup?? sry 😂, i never know that... i pictured you eating raw chilly 😭🙃. my stupidity is on other level 🤣🤣.
Yeahhh, it's a Hyderabadi Briyani ( Southern side of the country ) i went there recently!! yeah..!! rice n something on that xD Hyderabad briyani is way different from others. it's like rice n masala severed separated, n u mix it while u eat n enjoy 😀.
I fail at responding lol
I’m exhausted and trying to rest, but also accomplish things lol
Why didn’t you remind them???
I can’t stand men either because they’re abusive… but I also want to date. How dumb is that lol
Most pics of the US don’t match our actual experiences either. Lol
Nah, no raw chilis. My stomach would HATE ME hehe
You’re not stupid! They just don’t have chili where you are lol. No more than I’m stupid for not knowing what biryani is hehe
Watching/reading anything good lately??
I’m not ok :’( Check my last post under general
@jesusredeemedme2425
Sryyyyy....!!!!!!!! i didn't see ur msg 😭 but fortunately I saw ur post n commented in all 😭 unforgivable act of ever 😣..!!
I'm just lazy to clean my notification box... Amanda filled it with her upvote's 😂. Blame goes to her 🤣
Hehe it’s all Amanda in mine too sometimes XD
@Jesusredeemedme2425
Heiiiii 😭
I'm soo sry for late response 😭 I'm completely blind of notifications 😭 i just scroll all the way n saw you texted mee 😭 hope u NVM me ❤️
Lol, you fail at responding you said?? 😂 i don't think now I have to explain how much i do 😂
Warrior disappointed by me for not responding all day... he mentioned my words and sweet n calming but my actions betray it 😂😭🤧 ( my mixed emotions xD)
It's was like I'm being on n off lately... can't even be online straight for an hour. n i also not respond quickly to Penpals as i sometimes emotionally unstable.. he misunderstood that I'm being ignorant 😅. n i fell asleep last night unaware of his msgs... he kinda felt bad abt it i guess. since morning I'm convincing him 🤧😂. we're cool now 😁✨
I'm sry 😅 like me myself forgot abt our penpal.. i think we make the best duo 😂.
No, no.. like it's not dumb at all. no matter how we terribly treat, we still seek love n attaintion. it's humanly... please don't think you're bad to feel this way:) i completely see u <3
Lol, last night.. I've been through on a fight with my family. I'm so upset n felt low. i logged it... chatrooms are literally sleeping at the time, so.. i initiated chat with a listener (An American women accepted the request ) it was kinda good... untill she asked where u from 😂 i replied I'm from india n she just poof vanished away 🤧😭. i laughed like a mad xD 😅 n i logged out
You're righttt... we both are not stupid to not to know foods that are not belong to our country 😂✨
I've been watching an anime... "Doctor Stone" s5 !! it's a sci-fic n comedy anime. I loved watching it <3 n also reading "Al bidaya Wa nihaya" by ibu kasir ❤️ it's abt prophets in islam (History)😊
How abt you Kiara? anything interesting on ur side ??
how are feeling these day's?? i saw ur post's... hope u doing better now 💓
Hug u closer to my heart 🤗❤️
All good lol
Yep, took me 4 days lol!
We’re not supposed to talk about other people here…
Yes we do! <3
I just want to find a man who respects me and doesn’t use me.
Find another listener <3 Try Amanda <3
Trueeeee
Im watching random shows. Have you seen my Cinematic Quest Challenge???
Meh not really. I’m swearing off men for the next 500 years XD
Yeah I’m ok. Ish. Lol
hugssssss <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hi Kiara 😊❤️
Hope u doing good today ❤️.
I'm going to stay over with my friends today 😁 Yayy..!! I'm so excited... looking for some good movies to watch together ❤️.
Oh 😮, I'm sry... I'll make sure not to talk abt anyone ❤️.
Yeah, same here...!! but i do met a guy who's seems to be gentle n respective towards me but my paranoia doesn't agree with it 😅😄.
Yeah, I'm only chatting with Amanda lately in 1:1. she helped me get over of a serious issue i had been through here on cups. she is amazing 😊❤️
Cinematic Quest Challenge?? what is it?? 😮
I'm genuinely glad to know that ur doing okay atleast... i recently felt bad for u after coming across ur post's ❤️.
I had completed a whole season in anime just by last night 😅. It's a good one 😁 i couldn't resist myself from watching it lol.
Name of the anime : Can a boy and girl friendship survive 😅❤️
Hey, i always wanted to ask u something abt, that why aren't u tag Ppl's here when u reply them 😅. i just wants to if there's any reason lol 😂.
Love you ❤️ hugs 🤗
🐈🐾
How did it go??? What did you watch?? <3
Thanks! <3
Wym?
Awww, she really is <3
You haven’t seen it yet?? Type “cinematic quest” into the search bar. Go look hehe
Thanks! I’m sorry I’m such a downer all the time.
That’s cool hehe. How long was the season?? Hehe
Tag them? You mean in penpal chats?
Hugs <3
If you could have anything in the world that you wanted, what would it be?
I just had a breakdown… Sobbing. I’m a mess :’(
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey kiara, im so sorry to hear that you had a break down, whatever it is... you're not alone, I'm here with you..!! Would you mind sharing it with me??
Sweetie, please don't be hard on urself ): *Hugs tight*
Can’t share details, just… too much, all at once.
Where ya been? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Heya, sorry for delay in response ): please nvm!!
Yeah i could understand, it's fine you can't share, we are still here for u. Hope u atleast feel any better now <3 love you..!!
I just completed forgot about the penpal, lately I've doing really bad in real life, n I am also going through some health issues, it is awful... N mentally drained.
I feel burn out, here in cups n IRL both, so, i took a short break from listener acc, n tryna engage less here too.
I am really sorry for not replying to our penpal, not my intend... I don't know why do that too lol. Yk right, you are one of my best buddy in cups ❤️ Hope u get me ❤️
How are you feeling now, Kiara ? ❤️
I’m so sorry! How can I help? <3
I love you too <3
Yeah… I’m mentally and physically drained and burnt out myself. I feel you…
I don’t mind! Take your time <3
You’re one of my faves, too! Definitely <3
Bleh. Dealing with stuff. Hard, emotional stuff…
@jesusredeemedme2425
Thank you for understanding 😊 that's so kind of you <3
I'm sorry to hear that you burn out, n emotion's. That's is where I am struggling too )': hope things be better soon for both of us.
Aww, it makes me happy to know I am one of ur fav here (つ≧▽≦)つ love you for infinity 😊.
*Hugs* ❤️
Now I’m doing it lol. I’ve barely been posting. Burnout… But not bad. Just not feeling it lately. Spending more time watching videos and drawing, and trying out new art techniques <3
How are you feeling?
Love you to infinity and beyond! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Heyaa ヾ(*’Ｏ’*)/ !!
I'm sorry to hear that, and yeah..!! That's sounds great that you have been shifting your focus onto something else's, those are amazing things to do i'd say 🤗💕 and it's completely okay to take a break from posting, you deserve it for real my girl. 😊!!
Lol, abt me..!! I don't really know what I am doing anymore 😅!
I don't know i couldn't be able to shift focus on anything, constantly worrying abt stuffs, overly using cups i guess. The reason because i burn out is that I am kind multi tasking xD, proactive in both listener and member account, working on LDP, forum supporter role in couple of sub communities 😅😅!!
The things I can't stop using 7cups much and focus on my studies ): ik how it's affecting me 😔!!
But yeah... Trying my best to ground myself 😊! working over my self-esteem 😊!
Also recently watching new anime when I am able to 😊!! those are really good one <3
What are those show u were watching? do u mind sharing those art with me 😮✨!! I would like you see that, only if ur comfortable ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳°!!
Aww!!! Thank youuu (つ≧▽≦)つ!! I love for infinity tooo 🤗. Means a lott <3
I just feel like I’m spinning my wheels.
You have a lot on your plate!
Yeah, it can be distracting.
Which animes?
Just like short videos on social media :) But I’m watching Battle Camp and The Unlisted right now <3
Photos aren’t safe to share, sorry!
Love youuuuuuu <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Heya sweetie!! 🌸
I’m sorry to hear that… honestly, I’ve been feeling kinda the same. I’ve lost interest in almost everything :/
About anime, I finished watching ***'s Paradise. whooo, that one was amazing. 😭✨
I usually love anime with overpowered main characters, fantasy worlds, mythology vibes, and intense plots… and ***’s Paradise seriously felt like the complete package xD
And I also started watching One Piece. Sometimes it feels so non-analytical 😒 unlike Naruto. Like bro… how does someone recover from deadly injuries just by eating meat? 🍖💀
But honestly, even when it sounds ridiculous, I still enjoy watching it. It’s funny, flashy, chaotic, and somehow really lovable 😊
I’m on episode 114 right now, so let’s see how the journey goes~
Ohh? Is that a movie or a series? 🤔 Was it actually good?
And it’s totally fine 🤗 You really don’t have to if you don’t want to share <3 understandable ❤️
By the way… how’s life treating you these days? Hope you feel ny better atleast now ❤️!
*Hugs and love's your way* 🤗
How come?
What word is that lol
Never seen it, so idk what One Piece is like lol
Battle Camp is SO good. It’s a series. I’m on the finale right now! Don’t tell me how it ends lol
I had a breakdown, does that count lol
How’s my girl?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
What word is that lol
Lmao! *H-e-l-l's paradise it's an anime name. (Amazing one)
Never seen it, so idk what One Piece is like lol
Yeah! It's a good and popular one. I don't like the anime graphic. seems like ancient times idea 😂. Have 1555 eps (on going anime 😑) xD
Battle Camp is SO good. It’s a series. I’m on the finale right now! Don’t tell me how it ends lol
Oh okay! Technical i can't, I've never even heard of that series before 😅!
I had a breakdown, does that count lol
Aw, i am sorry to hear that ): life has been constantly hitting you all the way. I hate it. I hope you feel any better ❤️. i am always here if you need. You aren't alone (:
How’s my girl?? <3
I am kinda slowly recovering, i stayed productive this week. I am pretty much feeling grounded. I am putting my efforts all i can after all. It's hard yet I am not quitting here as I know I am the only one who gonna cry alone in the end hehe!
Thank you for asking, sweetie 🤗.
Don’t leave sweetie :’(