Chat Between @jesusredeemedme2425 and @sadcat13
I haven’t noticed you posting for awhile (maybe I just haven’t seen the right posts lol), but I was getting worried about you and wanted to see how you’re doing <3
Yoooooo hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425
@jesusredeemedme2425 feeling like I would love to have a chat. How are you today?
I am SO sorry i didn’t read this earlier… How are you doing? What would you like to talk about? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 not feeling the best. The season is crazy, and I feel like I keep messing things up. I feel like I need a little encouragement and a friendly chat to hopefully get me through this last week of madness with my sanity intact
Please forgive my late response… And please remind me to respond to this! I’m so behind on my notifications…
@jesusredeemedme2425 it's okay, take your time 😊
I’m sorry you feel so yucky :(
@jesusredeemedme2425 thank you. I´m really having a horrible time. I didn´t have this bad ocd time for a while now. I am even managing to drink well without the I GOT WATER POISONING panic. But today it just all popped and it got too much. But i started to watch Anne with an E slowly. Working through the first episode
You will NOT get water poisoning. Unless you are drinking like GALLONS in one go. Are you? No? Then you’re fine hehe
What do you think of it?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 well. My brain is like OMG I DRANK ONE 0.4L CUP OF TEA AND HAD TWO PLATES OF SOUP I´M GOING TO DIEEEEE. And it keeps being like yep i overdosed on water. I didn´t use to have this, until i drank quite a lot of water on a family party and felt bad after for a good 2-3 days. It may have been the food, but my brain went yep, too much water. And i can´t get rid of the problem ever since. I can go for a while completely fine, then other i am making a permanent marker lines on my water bottle at work every hour, just to show myself i am not in fact about to die.
It´s very nice, seems like a very cozy movie for the autumn season
Tell your brain it’s being mean to you and needs to stand down and go away. ;)
Also Gilmore Girls gives autumncore vibes <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 yep. Brain certainly needs a time out in the corner.
Yesss, I heared it has huge autumn vibes, but never seen it myself besides a few minutes our movie teacher showed us (i don´t even remember the context why anymore)
A time out and it needs to be grounded. And made to eat bread and water for a week hehe
Ok, that’s your new goal hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 totally. Also, I´m off to bed, hopefully the dentist will get sorted tomorrow. Thank you for helping me out today, I really appreciate it 😊 Good night 😊
You are so welcome! Night sis <3
…and I’m holding you accountable to call the dentist tomorrow. You aren’t allowed to chicken out. ;) hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 thankies, I need it 😅 will update you if I call 😁
Yay! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 called the dentist, they will see me in two hours between two patients to see what's wrong again.
Soooooo how goes it???? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 quite panicky. I have a bit of stinging throat from strain and post nasal drip, and have a wisdom tooth removal surgery on Monday. Being scared, but it has to be done. If I survive it, then just one more left. How about you?
You got this girl <3
I’m just… so exhausted. Completely.
How goes the health thing? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 quite well, the swelling went down a lot, and while still in pain, it's manageable. I'm beyond half of my 10 day + 2 pills antibiotics, ending on Thursday. So hoping to survive it.
The stitches are coming loose as they are dissolving, what constantly scratches my tongue, making me think I'm going to choke on them when they fall out.
My dad is quite badly sick, so I'm in complete panic, worried about catching it too. I at bare minimum need to go to the dentist tomorrow to have my healing checked and hopefully have the dissolving stitches taken out. I really hope I won't be sick.
I feel I am doing nothing but take some meds all day. But trying to convince myself to be grateful that the wisdom teeth don't grow back and once the healing is done, it is forever.
Just a lot of panic and disapproval of 8h antibiotics cycles overall 😅
@jesusredeemedme2425 I have these paper bats everywhere
Put this girland up
Got this basket
We put some fruit in it so it can rot in style
And then I got these bedsheets but they need to be shortened a little before I can use them
So it can rot in style XD
I like the bats hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 I mean I'm being realistic that sometimes we forget to eat it 😂 Yessss, the bats are cool, but the glue they came with was not good and they kept falling, so I had enough of picking them up constantly and used some tape 😂
We ALWAYS forget to eat fruit. Or just ignore it in favor of beautiful fattening food hehe
Awww poor bats hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 yep. The problem with fruit is that it's too much work for too little reward. It won't fill you up enough to bother prepping it
Yesssss!! This lol. But not the filling part. It doesn’t taste good enough for me to care XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 fair lol. I like the taste in most cases, I'm just lazy
What’s your favorite fruit?
@jesusredeemedme2425 apples 😁😁😁😁
So how’s my dear Kitty lately?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 quite disfunctional lol. I have been home for too long now. I´m a blob of nope. The sickness is much better, and I would say only mild symptoms stayed, although still not being completely fine. But i mean. Been just sleeping and bed rotting, so who knows? May be just pure boredom. Will most likely call my doctor tomorrow to end the sick leave so i can go to work on Friday. Just feeling so under and overstimulated at the same time. And just wanting to go out so much. Been extremely depressed the last few days, feeling like my life is stuck and nothing will ever move, so yay. How about you?
Remind me of why you’re home?
Yeah… You sound like me.
Relentlessly making hand-drawn Christmas cards hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 got some COVID, but it's much better. Still need to be home for a bit sadly but I'm not dying anymore. Yay
Come up with a new project to work on :) Collect leftover Halloween candy for charities <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 sadly my country doesn´t really celebrate halloween. But i´m making some ghost patches for my work uniform. Just got a little doomies over how my life sucks and how i won´t get anywhere ever, just stuck at home. Then did the mistake of looking up the news and now i´m dooming doubly
Noooooo dooming!!!! Bad brain. Go to sleep. Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 brain is going to get some time out I see 😁
Mine too. The PTSD is strong today…
@jesusredeemedme2425 awww. I'm so sorry you are going through this. Ptsd sucks. Sending all hugs I got
Awww thank you! It’s kinda better now… But it never really goes away :(
@jesusredeemedme2425 I know. A lot of bad stuff loves to stick around ❤️ but healing isn't linear. You are doing great. Every day you go through, every small step towards healing you take are slowly but surely working under the surface. Don't get discouraged when the doomies come back. You are doing great and we are all proud of you 😊
Doomies. Is that like the opposite of zoomies? ;)
Thank you <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 yessss 😁 it sort of is 😁
Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 how are you feeling today?
Dealing with a lot tonight…
@jesusredeemedme2425 oh.... That sounds very hard. Wanna tell me more?
Been dealing with partially cutting one person out of my life, watching a friend grapple with the realization that his gf is abusing him, stressing and being super overwhelmed and overstimulated in general…
@jesusredeemedme2425 that's quite a lot. Anything you can do to take care of yourself a little?
Maybe? Idk
@jesusredeemedme2425 how about a warm bath?
Roommates. Shared bathroom. Lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 RIP. Mad respect. I could not live like that. Shared bathrooms are my worst fears
We have multiple. It’s fine except no one knows how to clean. Lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 even worse 😭
Right????
@jesusredeemedme2425 big respect for managing like that
What’s one thing you’re working to change in the world? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm working on changing *** customer service and bringing back human contact in society. I don't like how the world is isolated and more and more introverted in a bad way. Like. Even people who are naturally more social are withdrawing from the constant overstimulation and we would prefer to do things with as little human contact as possible, because it exhausts us mentally. And that's not healthy. So focusing on bringing a positive human contact and shopping experience to everyone I can, including trying my best to accommodate various disabilities and making our shop a safe space. I don't like how selling stuff has been so looked down upon in today's world, when long ago it was one of the most respected professions. People had stores they liked to return to and that's what I'm trying to bring back with my work
@jesusredeemedme2425 how about you?
Definitely the loneliness epidemic. Like with these Christmas cards <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 how is life going over there? 😊
Did I miss this post??? Lolll sorry!
Good! Trying to be better <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 your challenge definitely helps me feel better 😊
I feel like I’m spamming the post about what I’m watching lol, so can I tell you instead? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I mean, I'm spamming it too lol, we are both having a blast 😂 sure, go ahead 😁😁😁
@sadcat13
YAY!
So. Million Dollar Secret. ;)
@jesusredeemedme2425 what's thatone about? Also I made a thread for me to review Christmas movies to not clutter up the challange thread, you can check it out if you want to see me as a rom com blehh-er the most random rom-coms I suffer through lol
It’s like Mafia. The real life version. Hehe
I found it! Hehe. I’m excited to read what you discover <3
I was thinking about making my own movie tracker. Dunno yet lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 fair. Well. You can totally join me for the Christmas one 😁😁😁😁
I’m not a fan of most Christmas movies… but the challenge has me watching one rn lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 oh neither am I lol. I just think they are all the same, with characters that are straight up dumb. Just they are such a part of Christmas that I decided to watch it and make it fun for myself, hence the very sarcastic reviews lol. The one I'm watching rn is something horrendous. (A jar full of Christmas). Whichone are you torturing yourself with? I'd love to give it a watch too so you don't suffer alone 😁
It was really stupid, something about a hair salon lol
I’m now intrigued and somewhat binge watching (in between others) Million Dollar Secret. HIGHLY recommend! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 lol. Yep. Christmas movies at its peak 😁
Dash and Lily was SOOOO good tho <3 Netflix <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 yesss, I remember you mentioning you loved it, and will check it out when I can 😊
I’m so incredibly lonely…
How are you doing?
@jesusredeemedme2425 ohhhh. I'm sorry to hear that. Is there anything I can do?
I just woke up for work, but being incredibly sleepy and feeling like falling on face. But have to survive today and tomorrow before I can have a day to sleep in peace. So all my thoughts revolve around wanting to sleep. But we will be continuing with a bit of reorganization of the store, so hoping time will go fast
Just being there <3
Sounds like fun… not lol. How goes it???
@jesusredeemedme2425 well. Right now I am on the last day of my 4 day work chain and just want to sleep lol. So pretty much everything is the same. The only good thing is that I will be with one of my favourite coworkers, so hoping for the best. But also got my salary and seems like I didn't get a bonus this year like I got the last one. So I'm a bit upset, but holding on to hope that maybe it will arrive later and the salary just got split into parts because come on now. I'm their MVP and I demand glitter 😂
Did you get glitter?????? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 nah, it's a metaphorical demand for validation lol. But talked to my boss about it and she said bonuses will be in January this year to not worry 😁 and we all got some wine as an appreciation 😊 I don't drink, but it's still kind of them to give us something nice and my family will totally use it 😊
I’m glad you’re still getting your bonus! <3 I wouldn’t keep the wine if I got it either lol. Down the drain it goes! Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 well. My family will drink it or use it for cooking. And if it happens to be the type they won't, we can always keep the bottle intact and give it to someone else