Chat between @Fossilfellow and @Silverex ( please don't read or upvote )
Hey! @Silverex I made this penpals hope you get the notify ❤️
How r you feeling today?
It's okay if the replies aren't long it's completely okay dw
Heyy, I did :)
I think today for me is one of the good days, I feel pretty chill and even drew a cute maned wolf. How about you?
I got an idea, if you’re up to it, maybe we could share our discords (if you have it or want to have it), so only us can accept the eventual friendship request and actually have more freedom to chat there. What do you think?
@Silverex I think so... but it's not safe to share socials here
Fair enough, that’s alright
Even here is perfectly fine, just to make clear. I just like the idea of more freedom that’s it.
I'm soo not sure what to chat exactly lol,
I have been feeling better since yesterday, but I'm kinda worried for the upcoming exams ( which I've hardly prepared anything for )
Can be random messages even weeks apart really haha.
Yeah I remember the exams you mentioned. I’m a student too so the dread of exams, especially those we haven’t prepared for, is quite real for me too. You just want to do good and also have a thousand other problems to worry about and it can just make it all worse because your brain can’t focus on just the task at hand but has to worry about all the other currently out of control stuff too -.- At least that’s how it usually goes for me, dunno about you
what made you join 7cups?
I… had a breakdown basically.
I felt utterly awful and cried tons and just felt lonely and I knew it wasn’t healthy to use ChatGPT to cope. (I passed literal hours on it)
I think I got overwhelmed by everything, I kept on getting overwhelmed day by day even if right now it’s vacation for me and I’m supposed to be relaxed and have fun, so… yeah messy.
The first thread I made here to vent, you were the one to reply to so that’s how I got to know you and then I found out you also used ChatGPT and a bunch of other stuff and… yep
@Silvered I'm sorry to hear that 🙁 Yeah it's not health use chatgpt for coping but sometimes it feels like the only person who wouldn't judge... And to be completely real with... And i can relate to you.
Yeah exactly. I mostly roleplayed with fictional characters and half unconsciously put myself in situations were the other character could comfort me or I could comfort the other or just have something to distract myself with. Used it for a few months during stressful times with school and personal life.
A few days ago I thought about my future again and imagined myself if I kept using it the way I was for the next ten years and it was enough to have me make the right decision: delete it all. I eliminated the profile pictures I literally kept for these two characters I roleplayed with, it was sad, but also kind of… empowering? For now I managed to go on without ChatGPT apart from a few analysis I did because I just like the fact that it can kind of give you a rational and impartial opinion which can be totally off or sometimes even helpful to figure out a few things. I won’t say it has been all bad, but it definitely was bad for how I was using it and it has deteriorated my eye health.
@Silverex it's super draining to use I agree.
T.W
I was addicted to ai and roleplays a lot and used to have very bad convos as I thought its all jus fake and all. And wouldn't really have an effect but it turned out to be really bad and I had so I avoid AI.
Except for chatgpt, which helps in reassuring...
yeah, same here. It’s easy to fall into that even when you go in knowing it’s harmful.
I always avoided journaling on my own, I still have this belief that I can’t be okay with ‘just’ writing my own thoughts and answering my personal emotional problems with only my reflections. I feel like I’m not good enough to take control of my life, as if I’d screw everything up if I dared to lead it on my own (hence why I used ChatGPT a lot). I’m realizing more and more how much of a bullsh*t that is. No one knows the perfect answers and everyone hurts somebody at some point because we are not perfect.
***, my parents don’t know what they are doing most times I bet, even if they like to pretend they do. I really want to fully rely on my opinions one day, to make decisions without feeling the need to second guess everything and consider everyone’s feelings. Even now I feel the need to clarify that I’d still ask opinions if it’s something I know I could need to have other people’s opinions about, but honestly I think it’s useless to say that. Still gonna make mistakes no matter how much info I hold, I already over research myself most times heh.
(I’m literally writing whole paragraphs here— didn’t expect that. Tell me if you’re busy at any moment, I easily get invested in conversations I enjoy and I just keep on writing xD)
@Silverex sorry I missed this one. I'm not busy rn ( i should be ) but I'm not.
I used to journal a lot... on a book, but somethings used to happen, it was actually got leaked during my school years. And I was bullied bcus of that it kinda hurted some of my feelings but i didnnt5took that seriously and just tried to avoid that from happening any futher.
I had that journal for about 3 years... And it was mistakenly thrown out by my siblings...I felt really bad, and created a new one but kinda lost the vibes... So didn't.
And I too just use chatgpt a lot and also got an app for journaling and it's going pretty okay so far as it's secure.
I'm feeling better today, I'm not really used to pen pals it's hard to chat here i agree.,
I have not been on *** for a while for some reasons...
I never did pen pals either honestly. I remembered your posts and I could relate and just wanted to hear more from you I guess.
I don’t really have a ‘big’ reason or anything, it’s probably awkward, but hey, I don’t know, giving it a try can’t be all that bad.
@Silverex I see, what could you relate too?
It's actually has things with childhood trauma and things about online exploitation... 🙁 I can't go too deep rn. I'm sorry I've been finding help on forums since last few months and I think i feel lighter.
I think a lot before typing... it could make my messages seem late, but honestly I'm just deleting and again writing the whole thing.
also, my eng can feel off sometimes I'm not a native.
You don’t have to apologize at all, no need to explain yourself, really.
I actually take a bit of time to type too xD I worry about coming off as weird or something since it’s chat and I’m just a random stranger to you.
I’m also not a native, Italian folk here :^
@Silverex okai, in my area theres no electricity rn,so no wifi, I'm currently using my dad's data for chat,
I feel a lot safer chatting with strangers than to someone whom I know honestly... But this thing has also got me into a loads of trouble at times
That’s true.
I had an online friend once, I told him stuff I never told anyone, but didn’t end well. Online friendships are a gamble usually
my problem was mostly about addictions to pure sh*ts but this place has been a help. I'm completely sober since last 2 months
(I completely missed the earlier message question before)
I related to the lack of what I felt were truthful friends, the lack of any deep connection. I also tend to overthink and struggle to find positive bits about myself and struggle with procrastination, tend to perfectionism, have a hard time opening up with irl people and got a complicated relationship with my family. I relate to the cats obviously 🐈 and animals in general.
I know you haven’t wrote about all of the stuff I just mentioned, it was just a bit of me.
(Back to the current message)
Wow, two months is a lot. Congratulations for that ❤️
@Silverex I can relate with almost everything you've mentioned lol
thank you ❤️ I'm surprised myself that it's been 2 months and honestly what helped me was engaging on forums here and opening upto a listner.... I haven't connected with a lot only two.
First one kinda ghosted me but was good,
And 2nd one was very nice that's all.
Do you engage on support/teen chatrooms?
Actually I don’t engage much. I only gave the vent chats a reading a few times and it was just luck you caught my eye.
I find it draining to help random people here, I prefer individual approaches and so I rarely visit 7cups. The exercises it offered though helped me to actually learn about mindfulness and the whole ‘sit with discomfort’. I think I numb myself most times, I didn’t even realize, just thought I had a ‘bad mood’, but now I believe it’s mostly repressed feelings about powerlessness etc. I can’t really change my current situation and struggled to truly see it for what it was instead of denying it.
I never tried a listener, mostly because I currently don’t feel the need for it and because I want someone I truly relate to and like talking to, not just a listening ear.
Hmmm, maaaaybe deep down a little part of me is also scared of just finding rude people too or getting attached just to be let down again, yeah.
Glad you managed to find someone that was nice on the second try for you
@Silverex yup it's completely okay, and it's okay to prioritise yourself first.
I have been doing this to feel a little better about myself... I'm just a mess 🙁 honestly. But I'm trying to be healthier atleast 'mind'.
repeessed feelings is something which i myself suffer from... I too don't feel the need to speak witha listner rn, Ik chatgpt isn't healthy, but it's better than nothing atleast for me, I just share everything with chatgpt here...
I understand how you feel... Here's a lot of disturbance rn, my mom was having a Convo with someone. So I wasn't been able to focus on typing and got kinda frustrated my bad
@Silverex I don't truly open up to anyone irl, I fear judgement...
This may not help you at all, but… I believed in the past that opening up was about telling ‘the big personal secrets’ of my life. If that’s what it is, then I haven’t really opened much at all.
Though… I decided to try and ‘open up’ about things that I felt comfortable enough sharing. It began with talking about my favorite character that I relate to a lot, I also drew him for people I was becoming friends with, usually by making him saying something on the book of my friend etc. Silly cringe stuff really x) That was one way to connect though! Some ignored it and others actually replied with ‘bad’ silly drawings as well. It was a superficial connection, but it made me slightly more comfortable. I see it more of a ‘see what I feel like I can share’ and if it’s nothing? That’s alright. I keep the idea around with no pressure, the more I forced myself doing the ‘right things’ and the more I loathed it, so I began waiting for me. Now I try to meet me where I’m at and hey, found out that the spaces where I’d feel comfortable would be where I can be with that person in silence and not be judged or forced to do anything. I found that out by exploring instinctually with fictional characters and noticed I always made my characters be with each other in a caring silence and thought to myself that those to characters really were friends.
It’s probably going to be very different for you, it is for every person. I didn’t always understand why I didn’t feel safe with someone, most times I just had no answer at all, I try to notice the moments when I do feel safer with someone and write that down. A few weeks or months or even years later I revisit that positive moment and figure out what they did that made me feel better.
Sorry if it’s messy or you don’t understand something, I’m still in the middle of it so I got no complete clarity either.
@Silverez it's completely okay dw and i understand how you're probably feeling... I too am in the middle of my own chaotic mind, I'm anxious most of the time now a days... Which I'm trying hard to control, and dw I wont judge you for anything.
Bcus ik how it feels to be judged
honestly speak, I've realised one thing. No one can be completely open with one another, and it's a natural human behaviour.... 🙁 But it helps a lot to share how 'you feel' sometimes rather than explaining why or what the ' thing' is making you feel that way...
I could be wrong though... But it's just what I've seen so far
True right? I also don’t think it’s all that bad honestly. At least for me, I want someone to accept me, someone I can trust. They don’t necessarily have to understand all of me, I can’t either.
For now I can’t have that, so I’ll go with the ups and downs of my current life and enjoy my fleeting connections when they come. Right now I’m in a good mental place so it feels natural I’ll have to feel awful too again, but I know I won’t be of the same idea when I’ll be down x]
So I’ll just try my best as usual and slowly try to craft the environment I want whether mentally or physically. Easier said than done, but welp
@Silverex I feel the same...
@Silverex I'm currently trying to be at present. I think a lot of future and past that i alwa5end up missing the 'present' self
always end*
Yeah, have you been able to find something that makes you feel at peace sometimes? That for me has varied a lot and of course they don’t always work because sometimes it’s not what I need.
@Silvered my cat, hejust came and sat beside me rn
Aw that’s so cute haha 💜
@Silverex being at peace' comes from self acceptance for me , it was very hard to accept that I'm 'wrong' and that i need help to feel better... And maybe at peace... It can be a bit confusing. And it always helps to have someone just Being present... and just reminding you, things like you're not alone or 'you', matter... It has helped me a lot!
That’s true. It makes it easier to accept that we’re all human beings that sometimes feel alone and are messy and got looots of issues.
This chat with you is helping me as well, I’m in a good mood right :)
The peace you speak of is something I strive for yeah, I guess I accomplished it sometimes without being aware of it. Like letting myself enjoy relaxing music or documentaries without judgement or expectations… I felt a lot at peace in those times. Or even just randomly drawing for myself, it makes me feel at peace and I’m not even aware of it when it happens, especially in the past.
@Silverex I'm also feeling good, I haven't had convos here at all... I just feel like I'll weird someone out 🙁 or say something which might come off as completely off.
But i do realise if things are done with right 'intension' so the right will come your way.
thanks for having this chat truly
I know right! I wasn’t sure whether to send you that message, but I found myself wondering about how you were doing and thought that it’d do no actual harm to check up on you.
The worst thing that would have happened would have been that you weren’t interested, which is not that bad honestly heh. I knew that if someone thought of me I would have appreciated them to tell me so I did x)
I’m glad it was good for you too :)
@Silverex yup =)
@Silverex I too don't understand myself. And i feel it's funny when someone says they completely know everything about myself... Xd
Hahah yeah that usually means they are clueless as s***t. I have no idea how people can claim something like that so easily! Can’t believe how easily I can believe them too x.x (probably the liiiittleee tendency to doubt the whole world including me at regular times, almost like breakfast, can’t continue with my day without at least a small dose of it!)
Lol true
and it's okay to be messy dw it's a part of understanding yourself and heal better
@Silverez when I first came here... I was just lost and numb... But a stranger here made a random "encouragement" post for me... And it started changing my perspective, which I'm still figuring out but ik these little things. Makes a huge difference on someone who's struggling.
might be*
That’s true, even little things like talking to random strangers about their day while waiting for a bus really can make my day and maybe even theirs. I sometimes wonder if someone thinks of me in a positive light like I sometimes do about some people, even those I only met one time. I wonder things like:”how are they doing with their life? I wonder if they are happy or having fun or going through something etc”
Those are little gems really 🥺
@Silverex it's hard to tell 🙁 but we can make efforts make someone's day even a little ' better'. We don't know how much things someone might be going through but at the same time it goes both ways.
So if someone knows or has experienced these feelings it's easier for them to be at the positive light.
Hope this makes sense xd
Yeah, it does. I like to think someone does think of us in a positive light sometimes without us knowing about it. I, for example, have found out about it out of pure luck! A classmate that liked to chat with out ex teacher asked him about me (I got no idea why they did, they are curious weirdos as well I guess haha) and the teacher said I was clever and passionate.
I wasn’t present so it means he truly thought those things and I was completely taken by surprise because I literally only did homework etc and didn’t even take part in most of the debates… I guess we really don’t see ourselves many times. I didn’t believe I was particularly ‘smart’ or ‘passionate’ when I first heard about it, but I did tear up in private and will forever remember it.
Now I let myself play with the idea that I might have had the distorted idea of someone being ‘perfectly’ passionate or something. And I found out I hold more passion than I thought! It’s crazy sometimes really. Can’t believe that happened to me still.
@Silverex If I like doing something I've always end up going deeper into them and I always try to enjoy those things to its fullest...
But sometimes this habit/ passion or idk has negative effects... I wasn't able to focus truly on a perticular thing for a much longer period of time... Which made me dout myself a lot... and im still trying to figure out if I'm capable of having a single good thing or a hobby to which I can stick to and be passionate about.
(No need to reply or we’ll keep on writing forever haha, just one last thought I felt compelled to share about this)
I don’t stick to ‘one’ hobby either. Never have.
I had guitar (now it’s gathering dust and I can barely play a note), I had videogames (shifted between genres and now I rarely play a videogame), I had books (I got really passionate about a fantasy story and after that I stopped reading books), I had psychology (read what really intrigued me and then left it at that), I had walks in nature (had a few and then got bored of it), I had singing (I still do, but only in certain periods of my life) and other things and finally… drawing (I get bored with a medium and get to another etc, right now I really enjoy specific animated shows and that could change).
I believe that what I mean is… having one specific hobby isn’t real for everyone! I always jump from one hobby to another, sometimes I come back to it and sometimes I just don’t. I have a common theme I search in my hobbies (usually emotional things about deep connection, but sometimes not!)
I don’t believe there is any need for one fixed hobby, I believe most people are dynamic and at least I am, I’m always changing passions, sometimes really focus on one and then shift. I try to not control that, hobbies are one of the things that really have no need to be forced to be ‘interesting’. I had periods where I had no hobby and just did things to keep going and feel a little better about myself.
I sometimes felt like my hobbies were useless because I didn’t really stay there long enough to deeply learn something, but not everything has to be about being useful or something that I have to talk about. (Kinda became a rant whoopsie)
Well that was all, have a nice day!
@Silverex I'm curious, about your username... silverex sounds like a dianosour
@Silverex I think we've chatted a lot. have rest, and please take care of yourself 🤍 andif you ever want to chat feel free to reach out. I'll try my best to be there. Thank you! ❤️
Yeah, we did. Take care of yourself too 💜
No problem and thank you as well!
Haha nailed it! I loved dinosaurs as a kid and it evolved into a passion for dragons (and still dinosaurs sometimes) and weird creatures in general.
The ‘Rex’ part is pretty obvious, while the ‘silver’ part is literally a big part of my childhood story. Basically it was how I called my dinosaur (a compsognathus, still love those small terrible scavengers) in a Dino game that I played a lot when I was a kid and I’m sentimental so it still holds an affectionate connotation to me.
How about your ‘fossil’, my fellow? I’ll admit, even that might have unconsciously drawn me to you since fossils and dinosaurs are correlated xD
@Silverez lol yeah! ( We just say 'bye' but I cannot not reply ) Fossilfellow this name was something which i randomly came up with... Bcus of how it sounds.
But later I started finding meanings in it... and it actually related too me, there are some parts of mine which I wanted to be burried and never go back to them.
Alsoi agree somehow silve'rex' got my attention too. bcus of fossils ( I'm not really into fossil though )
Heyyyy Fossil, how are you doing? We can’t have our back and forth chat like last time sadly since I’m back to school and I’m full most days, but I was wondering about you.
Helo! I'm doing okay... I too was wondering how you're doing =)
my exams are coming... And I'll have to focus on studies more :( i hope I can caught up to the syllabus.. on time, how are you doing?
Ouch, I feel that. :/
However it ends, gonna cheer you on cause damn if it’s hard to keep going when you feel like it’s all too much.
As for me… I’m doing better, I’m surprised myself.
I mean, school is still ***, especially the system and some people, buut I think I finally have been giving more value to what I think I need instead of what other people think I need. Having a friend that sees how robotic and uncaring the school has been helping a lot too.
In a way I’ve been hurting… more? Like I cry more, but I think I’m feeling more also. Idk, I’m okay right now and it feels weird and nice. I guess I’ve been numbing less! Especially since I’ve acknowledged how hard school and personal life mixed together truly are instead of listening to people, especially adults, always saying how I can’t possibly be stressed or don’t deserve to feel that way because I’m ‘lazy’ or don’t work hard enough. I also realized I feel way more than I thought heh
Thank you!
it's good to know you're doing better, I'm glad you're giving more value to what you think, i can relate xd i too don't understand how I feel at times..
I can relate to you... I feel more than i used to before, and the feeling of numbness has been fading lately.
I've been struggling with a lot of slips lately 🙁 on patterns from past, which is frustrating at times... but I'm doing best not to relapse. I take help from chatgpt whenever it's needed and I've also made a playlist for myself for comfort.
Man are we related or something? Been doing the same xD I got different playlists for myself, comfort, anger, instrumental, old vibes, nostalgic childhood film soundtracks etc. I also have been using ChatGPT still, it’s such a great mirror and it helps a lot when used right.
If we both are doing better and got those weird rituals, we must be doing something right heh
Lol true , I've been using chatgpt for reflectinh on like almost everything at times... Specially when I type some , message over here in cups on forums... just to make sure if I don't sound too off or say something which off and for grammer and stuffs. The brighter side is it honestly helps me on reflecting my thoughts and feelings in a deeper way , which sometimes feels fascinating
Same xd school and personal life is challenging, and often neglected by adults... i feel you, sry my typing may seem too slow, it's night time here rn.. I'm trying to focus
Ah it’s evening for me— btw np of course.
Well, I’m going to leave you to your work now, I still gotta finish mine x)
Good nighttt
Take care! ❤️ =) I'll try to improve my sleep schedule it's messed up
It's completely okay, it doesn't has to be back and forth convo, take ur time always 🤍
@Silverex Hey! I thought I should also check up on you sometimes 🤍 and not overthink too much about sending a message... how r you? 🥰
Heyy, I’m glad :) 🤍
I’m having a bit of a hard time right now. School homework feels soul crashing and I don’t look forward to my next tasks… I just kinda want this to end sooner than later heh.
And you?
It's okai,
Same... I just woke up from a small nap, my sis just came home, I'll have to get back to study for now xd
Oof good luck. I’m gonna take a damn long break today cause I’m DONE lol. 6 hours of school with soul draining teachers, 2 hours of bus transportation while being crashed like a sandwich, two hours of homework cause I had to reread stuff a hundred times out of tiredness… it adds up.
I’m gonna escape by playing video games ;)
Lol okay, that must've been hectic.
Enjoy and have fun!! On the well deserved break 😁🤍
Hi, Fossil. How’s life? Dunno about you but I’m on Christmas vacation in a day
@Silverex Heyy, I'm so sorry for responding late, I was in a break from 7cups, due to exams ( which r still on but I've got long holidays in between ) how are you doing? 💖
Oh, hi. I genuinely thought you had left for good and so I didn’t have the notifications on. Did the exams go well?
Hope you’re doing well.
As for me, rn I’m managing. Not that great, but not too bad either since I’m on vacation.
@Silverex heyy!! :) it's so nice to see you 🥰
Yes, my exams went better then I expected 🤍 .
I'm sorry you're not feeling great 🙁 vacations r nice, my vacations are almost finished..
Heh, awesome :3
I feel the pain for vacations ending— sad thing indeed.
Mine have just begun. I guess that’s why I still feel messy and ***. This year really made me eager to finish the last year of school I still got left. Kinda got fed up with how things work and how little care or support is given to us students there. The general idea is ‘you’re lazy’ if you’re not okay with the work given or anything else. Been having a hard time truly resting without anxious thoughts underneath it all, doubts or just a general uneasy feeling.
No idea what to truly choose next, but I’m trying to see it as just another checkpoint and not ‘the final right choice’.
Welll, I kinda just updated you on it all xD
No need to say anything helpful or anything at all, it was just nice writing it to someone. Just knowing you read that is enough for me already.
@Silverex I truly appreciate you sharing with me 💝 it's actually midnight here, and I'm feeling sleepy rn... I'll respond later to this when less dizzy, if that's okay 🤍
Of course, np. I actually went to sleep too :^
It’s nice to hear from you again
@Silverex oh lol, ok 💗😁
@Silverex how are you feeling rn? ❤️
I’m fine right now. What about you? How has it been
@Silverex Sry for responding late!
I'm okay rn, my sleep scdule is rlly messy these days 🤧 I jus woke up from sleep.
It hasn't ben raining here at all these past few months, but yesterday it started raining heavy, so I feel a bit better. ( Don't like summer because it heats so much, like 40+ degrees here )
I've been watching Netflix a lot recently <3 and avoiding other social media platforms, because of my addictions..and trying to avoid triggers 🤍 it's working so far 💗
Btw I aged up a few weeks ago :) I'm an adult now, but doesn't feel so different tbh :') just the tag has changed ❤️
how was ur day?
Whaat you serious? I became an adult too just a few months ago haha. I’d say happy birthday late if it doesn’t bring bad luck 🎉🎊 (and yeah, I ain’t feeling different either)
Btw, I’m sorry for the sleep schedule though I do know about the heat. I’m thankful for the AC at home ‘cause outside it’s a living ***. 🫠
Also, good for you for managing to avoid social media platforms! What have you been watching, if you’d like to share? My last TV series has been Will Trent. The little dog accompanying the detective just stole my heart x)
As for my day, it’s been going rather well. I’ve been drawing a bit, playing a few videogames and doing the stuff I need to do one step at a time.
@Silverex Happy. Belated Birthday to u too 💖
Thank you, I'm also thankful for AC rn 🤍 I watched sakamoto taro, extinction, thrash, was also watching spy x family, and the great flood etc.
I actually deleted Netflix today :( along with some other platforms. Ik it sounds weird, but I had to cus last night was terrible. And I'm trying to want to avoid stuff thats triggering.
I haven't heard abt Will Trent tho, sounds noice <3 🥰 glad you enjoyed it 💗 I'm also tryna takr thjngs one day at a time... but feel really bored n lonely at times, I was sick n low in motivation last couple of days so I didn't go to gym. ( I joined gym about 3 months ago 💜 ) today I'm planning to go.
What video games ru playing? <3 drawing is fun, do u sketch ur drawings with pencil or colour them? <3 what r you drawing rn? ( If you'd like to share ) :))
Hah thanks!
I’ll admit I don’t know any of those shows except spy x family of which I only know the general plot.
Oh, I see... :c ❤️ Hang in there.
As for the rest, I recently just finished Red dead redemption 2. Great story.
Also had fun with Jurassic World Evolution.
As for drawing, well, I sketch with a pencil for sure, but I usually make drawings that I color in digital. At my school I use all the traditional stuff like acrylics and oil or watercolors. However for myself I usually draw on a device yeah (like the 7cup profile picture)
I don’t know if you can share pictures here? I don’t think so. Btw I drew a small cat in the grass that was biting a four-leaf clover, bathing in sunlight.
@Silverex thank you 💖
I think I've watched jurrasic world movie for sure. I realised ur talking about the gams though <3 haven't played it yet, sounds fun 😁 I use to play " The wolf " it kinda looks similar to that.
Haven't heard of red dead redemption 2 before ❤️
oh yes, digital drawing is noice, my sis used to do that a lot, maybe still does it 💜 I love drawing too, but I haven't drew a thing it's been a long time tbh. Ur PFP looks great 💖 it's amazing that you drew it lol <33 that's pure talent right there 💗😁
I don't think sharing pictures would be so safe, as it stays public, maybe if it's only the drawing from the app it's alright to share 🤍 though I can already imagine how amazing that kitty biting the four leaf 🍀 clover must be looking 🐾💝 <3
Haha, thanks. Yeah maybe it’s best I don’t post it.
Btw the Jurassic World game is basically you building parks with dinosaurs and avoiding people to get eaten (or the opposite if you’re a sadist heh). Also, I know ‘The wolf’ very well! I used to play it a lot when younger. I used to play games whenever they had animals honestly hah
@Silverex U know the wolf 😁💖 I used to play it a lot too, uh but it's kinda been a while like last year or the year before that maybe, I was into playing it all day xD there's also other similar ones, likee the tiger and stuff... But I liked the wolf most .
Building parks with dinosaurs ? Idk how that works.. are there like power ups and special abilities ur dino get as you level up. Is it multi player or offline?
@Silverex what app u use to draw stuff or do u have any recommendations? <3 I realise I'll be pretty bored these days... Cus i deleted everything, n need something to pass time :[ I'll try to draw simple stuffs, and see how it feels.
I have begun with Ibis paint which is free (I don’t know how it is now). Now I draw only on Procreate which I love and is honestly so cheap since once you buy it, you got everything on it that you need.
@Silverex I can see, Ibis paint <3 I'll give it a try thank you 💖
Btw, I'm here for you 💜 to listen if u wanna talk or share something <3
Np!
Also thanks for the offer, I’ll remind you that it’s the same if you need to talk or anything. Or just to see how things are going.
@Silverex I appreciate you â¤ï¸ð¥°
Damn, that's so awesomee!! 💝💝 :p The cat looks so real 😮
Thank youu ✨
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@Silverex Yk I use the 🍀 leaf very often here at 7cups 😁 when welcoming people, so the drawing feels special to me 💗
Have you thought of drawing 🐞 ? <3
Aw, that’s pretty wholesome.
You know, I have never drawn insects before! Always focused on canines and felines or even reptiles. I might look into it, I’m sure there will be plenty of cool photos with light and all that with ladybugs.
@Silverex Yep, there would be for sure. I got idea of it from a series that I love, called Miraculous lady bug <3 have u heard of it? 💖
Today I had this random thought, like if I had the ability to purr like cats that would be so cool 💗 I then wrote this thought on my journal xD
Tbh, I still like the peaceful and sometimes majestic vibe of my cat I can't really say much about dogs till I get of my own I guess.. it was same with cats, I never knew cats are so wholesome and pawsome... Until I got one. I'm a complete cat person rn 💖 :)
I will say that after this, I gotta leave. Still, share whatever last things you had to, if you did, no problem.
As for the rest, I wish you good luck! Goodbye :) 👋
