For two broken hearts to try and mend

Yea, they need 3 months notice so they can get my pension in order 

I refer to my team at work as “daycare toddler’s”, lately it seems like all they do is bicker about each other.

on Mondays I just have to deal with T, the others are not in. It seems C has changed her Monday to Tuesday, at least we are not in on the same 3 days anymore.

Thanks, as much as they can be a pain sometimes, I love having the grandkids around.

So far a very busy morning and no time for my mind to eat at me. 🤪

On my lunch right now, walking laps in the warehouse, managed to get through Changes without getting emotional. Has to be a first in a long time.

Hope your day is going well also.🤗☺️

Whoaaaaaaa u survived the song. Amazing ð¤©

Ok so do don't kill me. I already know the answer. I'm just talking. Here me out.

Sooooo since last Friday when I sent that message that I deleted that "M" replied to anyway he's since reached out again today. No I didn't block him as u suggested. Fast forward he messaged me saying he got a gift for me. I already know what it is. It actually is something very thoughtful & something he knows I like. Basically, the gift is arriving by the end of the week. & Ik he's going to to try to have me meet him to come get it. Ik his tactics & how he works.

So now I'm just like urghhhhh. He's roping me back in. I like to think I'm a pretty smart girl. But when it comes to him I do dumb things. Wondering what I should do. I didn't tell him to get it. But as we were talking he's like I already ordered it it's coming at the the of the week & I'm like 😳

Mind you this isn't a cheap gift that one could just blow off

Remember, no judgement ☺️ I know it's hard to resist. 🥰

It's obvious he is very persistent.
Is there a way you can show up with someone? this way it's a bit of a deterrent for him to try anything?

OR, Is there a way you tell him, that you haven't got the time and could he leave it with reception or an assistant?

He's very impulsive & I'm trying to be rational. But there's no being rational. It's either go see him say thank you & try to escape again 🏃🏾‍♀️💨

Or & most likely the case he makes another move

& then I'm fighting between my heart & mind again

Ik I shouldn't see him. At the same time I really do miss him. I'm torn 🥺

I'm currently rotating my ring

Things are going relatively good in my relationship with hubby. It's just "M" knows how to reach my heart 🥺

He's VERY persistent & has told me many times before, he won't stop until I'm with him. He has no interest in just being friends

It has to be tough to fight those feeling, when seeing him.
I don't know what to say, except for stand your ground and be as firm as you can.

good that your are trying to ground yourself.

I fight those feelings in my heart almost every time I see "C" in the office or at a distance, and I try very hard not to say anything to her.

I know this is harsh but Have you ever threatened him with A restraining order ?

It sure sounds like he will not take no for an answer.

No, I wouldn't request a restraining order. He's not a creep. He's sweet & kind. He just sees the cracks in me when I tell him no. Because he knows just as well as I do it's not really a no. I hate saying that out loud but it's the truth ð¥º

It's more of a mutual understanding that this just can't happen. Not because I don't care but because I'm not available. Idk how else to describe it can't really explain it to anyone without sounding like a terrible person but he has & probably always will have a piece of my heart & he knows it.

He's just waiting for me to crack so he's always there just waiting for that day for me to just say yes, I'm ready.