Here's to future conversations 🤗
Helloo here's the pen pal in question, looking forward to getting to know you🧡
@jesusredeemedme2425
What’s my next move? I did some hygiene self care and I was thinking about creating a playlist, since mine disappeared once I deleted a music app. What else? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
maybe socializing? going to the park, meeting up with old friends and catching up or treat yourself to a small lunch at a restaurant?
sorry for the late reply, i haven't been on much lately😅
It’s all good :)
Hmmm maybe :) I don’t really have a lot of real friends lately tho. I’ve been realizing how fake they are… Or how much they don’t really notice when I don’t contact them, etc.
@jesusredeemedme2425
then maybe try making new friends, its not easy finding real soul to soul friends but who knows! it's a big world out there! or spending time with family ^^
How does one find friends lol
My mom is my only real family.
@jesusredeemedme2425
honestly idk 😅 i'm mostly cooped up inside
yea! then spend some time with ur mom<3 maybe play boardgames together, go have some lunch outside, or simply take a walk in the neighbourhood
How come?
We’re constantly with each other mostly, if I’m not working lol
@jesusredeemedme2425
i dont really know why
that's good! so what do you plan on doing now?
Go do something hehe
Uhhhh idk? Surviving? Trying to cope with my broken brain lol
@jesusredeemedme2425
how's it been going so far? here rooting for ya 🙃<3
sorry i haven't been on much, i really don't know how to deal with life anymore, to be honest😅
I’m eh… I have a crush on a guy and it’s confusing me…
Wym? I’m here to listen <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
ohh a crush! i def wanna know more!!
what i meant i dont rlly remember at that time, but from there things have been worse(tw//ed) i recently relapsed with anorexia and its been messing around with me a lot and worse thing is, my mom has no clue. i hate that everything has to go back to phase zero.. and im just so overwhelmed with everything else.. my family, my friends, i need to find a job, college starts in september, my minds not right and i just need some space, but even with that space i dont feel like i'll be able to breathe and i hate that.
other that all that, its been a while fr. how've you been?
He’s cute, and he was complimentary the other day <3
Awww, I’m sorry :( I had anorexia for a month due to anxiety, over a decade ago… It was scary. I thought I’d end up either in the ER or a psych ward.
What causes your anorexia?
What’s phase zero?
Have you ever been to college? Is it a community college or a university? (Or whatever they’re called; I’ve only been to a community college)
What kind of space? Why wouldn’t you be able to breathe?
Me? My stomach is a mess, due to my ED. Work is good. I feel quite lonely lately. Reading LOTS of books! I got a ton for free <3
Don’t forget to respond to Consider the Following… I think you’ll LOVE that post <3
Love you sis <3
Hey. Whatcha doing? Thinking about you sis <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
hi, sorry i havent been on so much lately. i'm pretty burnt out from everything thats going on rn. thx for thinking of me<3 i've really been meaning to message back but i always forget, sorry about that too 😅
so how've you been? how are things with your mom (and your crush!)
It’s all good <3
Awww, what’s going on?
Mom isn’t doing super well.
Crush is LONG over…
Ehhhh not so good… Did you see my last post under general? Beware the TW…
Yooooo how you doing??? <3
Hey :)
