Lola and karate kids hangout
This space is reserved for @AndrewJohn1504 and @tinywhisper11 ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 wake up! Wake up!! It's a beautiful day, and the sun is shini.... Oh wait! Crap, it's raining.. Ok false alarm.. Go back to bed
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@Tinywhisper11
Hi Lola!
In here It is a beautiful day. Where are you from? We should figure out time difference between us
@AndrewJohn1504 I live in the UK😁 it's 9:53am here right now ❤
@Tinywhisper11 it's actually quite a nice day here too 😁 a bit overcast but hottt
@Tinywhisper11
I'm from Poland and It's 10:54 in here
@AndrewJohn1504 oh so we are only an hour apart, that's pretty cool ❤ what's poland like??
@Tinywhisper11 my music keeps going funny🙁 I'll have to restart my tablet computer thingy
@Tinywhisper11
It's okay. I have to finish packing for a trip. I have to leave my house in an hour 🙃 I'm in rush so I'll text you later
@AndrewJohn1504 ok ❤ have fun, and be safe ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
How are you feeling today?
@AndrewJohn1504 I'm in pain, but that's normal, I'm actually in bed relaxing now😁❤ I got strawberry milkshake😋
how was your day?? Do you live with your family??
@Tinywhisper11
My day is ok so far. I live with roommates in the city 300 km from my hometown but my sister lives in the same city so I have some family not far from me.
@AndrewJohn1504 oh cool, do you and your room mates all get along well?? Do you miss being closer to your parents though?
@Tinywhisper11
I'm not talking with them a lot but they're cool people. I like being away from my family I had some bad history with them but I love them I'm coming home once a month
@AndrewJohn1504
One of my room mates and he is from Belarus sometimes I'm training my Russian with him 😄
@AndrewJohn1504
One of my room mates is from Belarus*
@AndrewJohn1504 ohh I'm sorry sweetie 😥 I'm glad you where able to get away from a horrible situation. It takes a strong heart to love someone after they did you wrong
@Tinywhisper11
I'm sorry that you're in pain. Do you want to talk about it? Whenever you re ready
@AndrewJohn1504 it's chronic pain. The bottom of my spine is broken and not completely fixable. But I'm doing ok ❤
@Tinywhisper11
You're a warrior!! I hope you'll feel better soon
@Tinywhisper11 oh cool, can you understand your Russian room mates accent ok?
@Tinywhisper11 I'm originally from America, but live in the UK now. There are quite a few different accents here😂😂 it took a while to get used too
@Tinywhisper11
My english accent is very weird 🤣 I combine American and British accents. At least I'm not speaking with eastern european accent😂
@Tinywhisper11
He's Polish language is great. If we're talking about Russian I'm not that good at it I can understand most of it but I can't really speak Russian. Russian was my third language in highschool
@AndrewJohn1504 oh I hear over here they teach french or German in high school. Some accents are really funny though😂😂 did you know it's scientifically proven that cows from different countries have different accents😂😂😂 I don't know who funded someone to do that study😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 🐄moo!
Meww!
@Tinywhisper11
In my country standard is to learn English or German in primary school but In highschool You have to take one more language. Usually people who had english in primary school are choosing german but I choose russian but I could also have choosen french
@AndrewJohn1504 what was school like for you?? I never actually got chance to go to school, I think I would of liked to have gone to school😁 did you go to college too?
@Tinywhisper11
I'm in sort of college right now It's film academy so very unusuall school just like me. Schools in my country aren't really friendly enviroment we have teachers who are payed very poorly that's why most of them hates this job and that's why many young people don't want to be a teacher so you have to study a lot on your own. But I met some great people there. Fun fact: In Polish schools it is normal for someone to kick of the door in the men's bathroom.
@AndrewJohn1504
I hated my primary school but I liked most of the time in highschool and my film academy is GREATT
@Tinywhisper11
Idea of german cow with german accent is terrifying 😂😂
@AndrewJohn1504 😂😂😂😂😂😂 yep😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 that does sound fun, what exactly is film academy?? Are you able to film or cooperate your hobby into the film academy?? You know you would make a great stunt man ❤ although if you were a stuntman, I would just worry all the time
@Tinywhisper11 I live in a carehome, all the other residents here are elderly folks, you wouldn't want to kick a toilet door down here😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
I myself never had any joy from kicking doors so they are safe with me 😂
@AndrewJohn1504 😂😂😂😂 smart choice😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
It's special school for filmmakers. Im specializing in video editing but we also have there actors, directors of photography, movie directors and sound engineers. So we're talking there about movies we're doing our own movies and we're learning there about production and technicalities in movie
@AndrewJohn1504 that's really really cool. Imagining you edited some great movies, being part of the production crew, getting your name on the special mention list😁❤ your future possibilities are endless. And the fact you enjoy it is even better 😁❤ and remember if you become rich, I supported you first😁🤑
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@Tinywhisper11 I've just taken my sleeping meds and night time meds, my carers have made me hit tea, and out the candle on, and relaxing lamps. I know it's only 1pm by I sleep according to my pain levels.. So don't judge me😂😂😂😂 so I won't be long before I go to sleep. What is your night time routine?
@Tinywhisper11 ok I'm ready to fall asleep now 🙂❤ I hope you enjoy the rest of your day ❤ don't be afraid to leave messages, I'll get back to you when I wake up ❤❤❤ goodnight sweetie ❤
@Tinywhisper11 still awake😟 stupid pain
Its amazing that even when you are in such pain you still have strenght to support other people I love that un you
About night routine I wash my face and use face cream on it and Im usually going to sleep between midnight and 2:00 but before sleep I alewys have flasbacks and a lot of overthinking so I’m falling asleep in 2/3 hours. In most of days Im watching movie before sleep (I should have started from this 😂😂)
Hey Im sorry I was driving for past 8 hours.
I have to go to sleep now I dont know when i ll be able to talk to you tomorrow but I ll try to find some time
@AndrewJohn1504 8 hour drive?? 😮😮 hope your ok ❤ aww you struggle with flashbacks😕 they are the worst, so scary. Do you suffer from trauma then? Oh wow! I get up about the time you fall asleep😂😂 there's no need to worry about talking to me, you enjoy your trip😁 and message when ever you feel like it, or when you get back, no pressure here ❤ I'm gonna take my meds, then get my pet piggies out to play😁 ❤ good night angel, I hope your sleeping well ❤❤
Yes 8 hour drive. Im in 🇷🇴 Romania now so now our time difference is even bigger (2h). About trauma, yes I do struggle with pretty severe trauma.
I love driving a car, sometimes I'm just taking a car in the middle of the night and Im driving like 100 km (60 miles). So those 8 hours weren't that bad
What are they names? 🐷
@AndrewJohn1504 oh wow! I like driving too♿♿ brum! Brum♿♿♿♿😂😂😂😂😂😂
I suppose being able to drive must feel like freedom ❤ are you visiting a friend? Or just going for the fun of it??
Trauma sucks 🙁bless you. But remember if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off😁 but seriously I'm here if you want to talk or vent ❤
I'm spending the day, trying to keep cool, so I'm gonna go get icecream😋 have a great day ❤ don't get into any trouble🙂❤
Yeeees driving feels like freedom I’m usually turning music as loud as possible and I’m going for the limits. The thing is yes it feels like freedom but once in a while freedom ends when you need to pay for gas 😅😅😅 I’m always alone on that kind of nights go out with the car but now I’m on the vacation with my cousins and my aunt so at least im not alone right now
I think I can tell you about my traumas I like sharing it but I haven’t found person to talk about it in over a year. But not now I need to come back home first
Enjoy your icecream and have a nice rest of the day 😁😁
@AndrewJohn1504 oh you need to fart in your wallet, then when you open it... Free gas money😂😂😂
Well we'll talk about your trauma after you go home ❤
Have a great vacation ❤❤and becareful in the heat, drink lots of alcohol.. Oops! I mean water 👀👀
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 sending lots of love your way ❤
Im afraid they re not taking farts as payment in gas stations 😩 That would make my life much easier
How are you feeling today? What were you doing today?
@AndrewJohn1504 well I've tried to get from my wheelchair to my bed all by myself. The best way I thought was to just launch myself, ended up falling flat on my face straight out of the wheelchair😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂 my poor bag, my poor dignity😂😂😂😭😂😂 so other than being in pain ice done nothing. But it's almost 4am and it's 21 degrees, so today I'm gonna go sit outside under the willow tree and watch the sunrise ❤ that's my favourite thing to do😁 after that I have no idea
How's the vacation going?? Have you done anything fun, or seen anything cool?? Or is it a drinking vacation??
I love watching sunsets and sunrises but my favourite thing to do is to ride somewhere in the middle of the night near water and just sit on the beach looking at stars reflecting in the water.
Vacations are ok Im here with my aunt and cousins so It’s not driking vacaton sadly 😞😞 we have seen some castles and 2 romanian cities (you know typicall european stuff)
Try putting monkey bars on your ceiling then just swing to the bed
What type of music do you like the most? Who is your favourite artist/band?
@AndrewJohn1504 monkey bars🤔🤔🤔 please don't encourage me😂😂😂😂 when I'm braver the first place I want to go to in the seaside, I bet it's beautiful😍 castles would be cool to explore, you could play hide and seek tag😋
Music is still something I'm trying to explore, I didn't know music exsisted till a few years ago, so yep still learning. I love lots of different types, I go by what mood I feel, right now I'm listening to a country playlist I made😁 my favourite band/singer there's so many🤔🤔🤔 zac Brown band, or meatloaf, greenday🤔🤔🤔 there's just to many. What music do you like?? Can you play any instruments??. I got a thumb piano, a kalimba I think it's called, it sounds heavenly like a harp. But I can't play anything in it. Music looks really hard to learn
I can’t play any instrument apart from 2 or 3 songs on piano
But my younger brother can play violin piano and aleo kalimba.
Im listening to a lot of different things my favourite artist is Kendrick Lamar so I’m mostly listening to USA Rap but I also like Rock music and some pop music classics from 80’s.
Lately I’m listening the Smiths a lot also
Why you didn’t know music existed before?
@AndrewJohn1504 Kendrick Lamar is good ❤ I don't know the smiths.
Um, I suffer from cptsd too. I'm pretty open about my past, but I don't want to scare you off. So we'll wait till you get home to talk about our traumas ❤
is it might time where you are now?? I'm really bad at time zones. It's really confusing, do you know what todays plans are for you and your family??
3 songs on the piano, is pretty impressive. Well done you ❤ music just seems even harder to learn than maths.
You wont scare me off but you re right that we should wait with more serious talks till i ll be home cause they re time consuming and hard
When Im in romania Im 2 hours ahead and when I ll come back to Poland it will be only 1 hour ahead. I'm saying this based on British time, not American time So now its 10 42 am( I think its am I never know which one is am and which one is pm Im sorry, I mean in the morning)
We re going to Bucharest today it is a capital city.
The Smiths is pretty much the beatles but newer 😅😅 and in my opinion better but thats a hot take
@AndrewJohn1504 oh ok I remember you told me about the time difference before ❤ I may ask the same questions sometimes, cause processing new information is hard for me. So if it ever gets annoying, just tell me to shut up😁
Oooo! You get to have a day of shopping, if you were a girl, that would sound like heaven😂😂
I got an appointment in 10 minutes with my psychologist, wish me good luck ❤ and yes it's am now not pm ❤❤
have a fun day ❤❤hugs you tightly ❤
You can ask me the same question a million times and I wont get annoyed I ll be happy to tell tou about time difference every time ð«¡
Wish you luck with your appointment
@AndrewJohn1504 thanks sweetie ❤ your a great friend ❤
The appointment went ok ❤ I didn't speak much, some times I can talk sometimes I just get to nervous. But relaxing time now ❤
Don't forget to find a McDonald's in the capital city and have a strawberry milkshake 😋
I see… its second time you re mentioning strawberry milkshake I guess I ll have to try it.
That’s great that you have specialist to talk to Im glad that it went ok
@Tinywhisper11 I have a very serious question I need to ask you... Ready...
If you were alone at night in the middle of a deep, dark forest when you stumble upon a black backpack filled with money, but attached to it is a blood stained note saying 'DONT' what would you do???
It depends if backpack looks cool I would put money on the ground and take a backpack, Having backpack in the forrest might be useful. I guess im more of a shoulder bag person but It doesn’t hurt to have a spare backpack
@AndrewJohn1504 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 so you wouldn't be scared, you wouldn't care about the money. You'd just take the nice backpack😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I've never had anyone answer like that before😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 you are one of a kind ❤❤
I love darkness and the only thing that Im scared of are my thoughts and loneliness. I also don’t need to take someones money I prefer to work for it
@AndrewJohn1504 thoughts and lonliness are scary 🙁 but you got 7 cups now so no more lonliness, and me😁 I'm never gonna stop being your friend, your stuck with me, like a octopus on your face😁😎😂😂 and I see your a very honest man, that's a great trait to have ❤❤
I have a question about my english. Can you understand my messages most of the time? I know that my english isnt great and that Im making a lot of mistakes and Im sorry for that.
@AndrewJohn1504 I would never have guessed English was your second language ❤ you spelling is great and anything I can help you with just let me know ❤ I make a lot of spelling mistakes anyway so don't worry ❤ I have to type with my middle finger, so I'm secretly flipping you all of as I type😁 but it's hard work😁
Yep, I drink coffee, tea and strawberry milkshake I did try pepsi cola the other week 😋
Do you have a therapist? Or anyone like that to talk to??
Oh Im relieved a little. Thank you
I dont have a therapist I just cant talk about my problems with a therapist I can only talk about stuff like it with my friends. I ve tried therapies when I was a teenager I had two psychologists and one psychiatrist but it all when wrong when I notices that they don’t really care. I told them something very terrifying and they just didnt care. Now Im not able to talk to a specialist and to a doctors too, when Im sick I just lay down in bed I dont need them lot of them hurted me in the past.
@AndrewJohn1504 🙁 that's sad to hear😥 sorry you've had such bad experiences. Talking to therapists is hard though I agree on that bit. My psychiatrist and doctors are really nice to me though ❤
I'm your friend, you can talk to me about anything ❤ I'm definitely not a judgy type person, so your safe with me ❤ are you staying in a caravan, or hotel? I've never been on vacation, is it easy to sleep somewhere new?
Thank you for that
We are staying in hotels Ita 3 rd day and we re in 3rd hotel Its pretty tiring changing places in the matter of the day. But we ll stay in hotel we re right now in for 3 more days then we will drive to bulgaria and stay there in 2 hotels for 5 or 6 days.
Its easy to sleep somewhere new when you have bed to sleep in. I once visited my brother he lives in the city 350 km from my hometown and he has small apartment so I slept on the floor of his wardrobe (Not a woden wardrobe but a really small room with clothes and sheets)
I loveee coffee but Im not that big of a fan of tea. You live in UK so you re probably forced to drink it.
