TK Reboot
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Why am I making Christmas cards for people that don’t care that I exist?
That doesn't go nowhere. Sometimes people need to see that sort of message and they realize how awesome you are after the fact. Hopefully that'll be the case. I mean, I think it's cool that you're doing that
I think I’m doing it partially for them, sharing Jesus with everyone, and partially for me, drawing and feeling productive.
But why does it feel so empty…
Maybe it's gotta be more personalized for each person? I know that should feel less empty
Can’t get much more personalized lol
Maybe you're more worried about their reactions?
Some of them don’t notice they’re hand drawn.
Ugh, I can see how that would start feeling empty. People can definitely tell when mine are 😅 I don't draw that well lol
I do hehe. Some of mine look nearly perfect <3
That's actually really cool. Sounds like a compliment that they can't tell the difference in that case
Thank you <3
True, but still, I like the accolades hehe
Lol, true enough. Maybe you should just tell them it's your art?
Too many of them lol
Bahhh, it's like 5 extra seconds for everyone. 😜 You're already going to the trouble of doing it at all. It was just a suggestion though
Except that I give them to them in their envelope and then move on lol
Lol, well durn it. I'm low on suggestions now. 😜 That does make sense though
Do you think I’m a freak? Weird?
Why would I think that? Weird in a good way sure
Because I am.
How so?
I mean, I identify as a freak and weird... But I don't think you meant it in a good way, so no, you're not.
Isn't it ok for you to be yourself? You actually attempt to make this world a better place. Being different than others is also good
Not according to the world.
Why listen to the world? It just sounds like noise, because that's what it is. You know who's worth listening to and who's not. Anyone who says you being different isn't ok isn't worth listening to
Does everyone accept your BPD?
….
Exactly.
I've lost friends to my BPD. I went way off my rocker, and I did things I shouldn't be able to come back from. But know what?
I'm a victim of my psychological condition. Real friends stuck with me. The fact that others didn't shows me that the problem is them. I'd avoid them on sight if I saw them anywhere, but part of me is already prepared with so much venom in my words. At least I've proven capable of learning. They've shown intention of nothing but self-righteousness and stagnation.
You don’t need to use venom.
Maybe not.... I probably shouldn't think about using it too much. It's just the kind of anger that it doesn't matter how many times I let it go though, you know? That was actual betrayal...
Need newwwww topics hehe
I really like that weirdest thing you've had someone say to you post. I might be able to think of more good ones.
And maybe I'll think of new topics. 😅
PUPPIES!!!!!
I do love puppies. I wish I got to meet Rosalina as a puppy
When did you meet her?
Somewhere between 2-4 years
Awww <3
Tor… I had a bad dream. :(
No bueno, about what?
A man :(
A man doing what? It does sound awful, I'm sorry... You don't deserve any kind of abuse, ever.
Random dude i barely knew or even met. He gave me something (a bag of candy?), and started kissing me on the cheek… in a very gross inappropriate way. Like him giving me something gave him the right to do so. I pulled away in shock and disgust.
I woke up and kept thinking about that, and related things, and couldn’t get back to sleep for a long time…
I don't blame you for being bothered by that... Ugh.
@Torean
Shout it louder for the people in the back...
KINDNESS IS NOT AN INVITATION!
That's very true. I wish I knew how to stop the creepy presumptuous behavior.
I shouldn’t have to feel ashamed of my body multiple times a week.
Why feel ashamed of your body?
Being beautiful and such gives me the WRONG kind of attention…
Its not always wrong is it? Just think, you could walk into rooms like you own them if you want. It might be an opportunity to talk to people who you might not otherwise. Then again, that's my optimism speaking. 😅
No I mean… The staring, the inappropriate comments, and worse…
That's understandable. So, I've never been that much of a hottie (or a girl), but... Is it ever fun also? Not for people to be doing those things, but to just know you could probably predict them, and kinda have just a little power over them?
Also... What inappropriate comments? I know you probably don't want to repeat it, but overhearing those kinda seems like it would be surreal and gross
You want the real answer?
Absolutely. XD
Just like being called beautiful by old men, stuff like that. Guys my age have WAY more modesty and class than old dudes. They’re respectful. Older men are gross and lecherous.
Lol, I thought so!
And that's true, older guys creep me out with their misogyny sometimes. It's just a deep mindset
Power is really nice to have lol. Also coupling beauty with wit gets me a lot of good attention too <3
Yeah, why guys who are 70 think a girl in her 30s would want to be with them is beyond me…
Heheh, I'll bet, and then it's not all so bad right?
So... A lot of guys have always been into younger girls, and more and more girls are going for older guys. Still, if they're 70 and up, I think they've gotta focus on not being gross or crude about it.. it's just off-putting, and they're old enough to know better.
I’m turning into a BIG FAT tub of lard :(
Truly, or is it that guilty feeling? I'm STILL gaining weight, and I hope it's just muscle... So mine is both
I’m disgusted with everything about me… This roll of fat, my inability to control myself, my inability to cope properly…
You're not disgusting, and struggles can usually be turned around in our favor. We just need the right inspiration to match the motivation, right?
Check my last post under journals.
I made chicken banh mi sandwiches last night for dinner... I made them a little too spicy on accident 😅
Did it affect your tummy?
Oddly enough, it didn't. My tummy has been pretty good lately. Weirdly good
You’re healing :)
Mebbe so, though I'm not sure why suddenly 😁
GUESS WHAT I DID TODAY?????????? <3
What, what? O_O
I went to this after-book-sale thing… And got FOUR huge bags of FREE BOOKS!!!!! <3 <3 <3
Whoa, that's a lot of books! Nice!!!
Right?????? :D
Did you see my post about it??? <3
I dunno if I did 😅 I look at what I'm tagged in. I barely explore beyond that. If I saw that one though, I guarantee I was half-asleep
Lol go look. It’s under positivity :)
Seems like some interesting books
I’m so excited!!! <3
Heheh, I don't blame you, I would be too. 😁
I am OVERCAFFINATED AND OVERSUGARED!!!! bounces off walls for the next 3 hours
Hard relate. I was way over caffeinated the other day. 😅
