TK Reboot
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I called out today… Migraine, nausea, and digestive issues. Went back to sleep for hours and now I feel a lot better <3
I want things to change.
What all do you want to change?
I really hope you feel better soon. Was it from all the food or something else?
Everything? Is that vague enough for you XD
I think it was partly the binge, partly dehydration. I took two kinds of meds and then slept it off.
I gotcha... Well, I can't blame you. Everything makes sense. And I have dehydration issues when I wake up for some reason... Trying to drink lots of water before bed... I dunno.
I wake up multiple times a night, every night, and drink water most of those times.
I do too. I mean... I usually wake up once per night. It depends. I try to drink water then, but I don't always want or need to get up and pee
I hate that feeling cause getting up makes it so much harder to get back to sleep lol
Right?
I think I had some pretty weird dreams last night. I had to sneak in this house and take out these gang member guys. Then I got in trouble for using someone else's craft markers.
gasp
Those were mine! They’re acrylic brush markers!!!! Those are fancy and special hehe
That's it! Those are the exact ones! I never got in trouble for dealing with those gang members though. 😂
Eh who cares about the gang members. You used my markers! Lol
Lol sowwy
*Hands you ALL of my art supplies hehe* <3
Heheh, you're too trusting if you do that. 😁 At least if glue or tape are involved.
Just don’t wreck my pens lol. Gentle. Hehe
Also, why glue or tape lol
Lol, I will end up breaking off the piece of pens that clips. Also, tape is a largely horrible invention that sticks to itself and ends up in sticky balls... As for glue, the more adhesive it is, the more evil it has potential for. Super glue has caused genuine problems, and I may have been complicit a few times.
Oh, you’re a fidgeter lol! I take pens apart when idle lol
Tape IS evil lol
Complicit?
Lol, at least you can relate. Yes. I've had glue incidents of ruining craft projects and gluing my fingers together.
……why? Lol
It happens. I hate glue. 😅
I didn't sleep well last night… It was so hot in my room. I was having fever dreams without the fever.
Dude, I was so hot and cold all night. The blankets went off, fell asleep, I woke up, they came back on, fell asleep, woke up, had to throw them off... And so on
Yeah more or less lol
Thankfully the weird weather should be ending soon lol
Hopefully so. I'd like for it to stay below 85 from now on...
My fever dreams are just weird bits of dreams that basically go on repeat. Do yours do that?
On repeat? Eh, probably not. They definitely get weird though
How so?
They just really do. 😂 As many I've shared
Why is it raining now????
Ugh, good question. Why do I feel *** as if it's raining?
Huh??
I've been feeling under the weather, but there was no rain
Rest!
I rested a lot last night. I took Rosie out for an ice cream run, I watched scary stories with her, and I watched Rabtoons with the guineas 😁
Are you ashamed of me? That I use food as a coping mechanism?
Why would I be ashamed of you for that? No way. I mean, I do it too, and I could never be ashamed of you
Why not?
Your question is confusing. How could I be ashamed of a close friend? Also, I'm really proud of all your efforts, no matter how difficult it is for you
I often hate myself.
I often hate myself too... I try not to show it much anymore...
Why do you hate yourself?
More of my posts are getting deleted… idk why.
Posts where?
I have a lot of reasons to hate myself. I'm selfish and I've lived a selfish life. I'm struggling to become healthy and not fall back into bad mental health
The HRH post.
You love hard and give so much into this world. You’re not allowed to hate yourself. <3
What's HRH stand for?
Aw thanks ❤️ Wish it was that easy... I feel like I couldn't ever even guess how to start calculating the harm I've done in the past...
You know what’s really hard?
What's that?
Longing to love… And not being allowed to.
Not being allowed to?
I have no one to love.
You love so much and so strong. You just don't have anyone to return it in that way, and I wish you could find it in a way that resonates with you. You deserve to be happy
No one, Tor. :(
That'll change, but you gotta be able to stand being around yourself too ya know. I know it's not easy, and I just replied as much in the other comment... I just felt like maybe that was helpful to say. 😅 Maybe it's not... I'm trying though
No self-respecting guy would want a girl like me.
That one is no good to think or say. And it's not true at all. You're a deep person, a caring person, and one who's fun to be around. Guys who lack self respect want almost the opposite.
Check my last post under general
There’s one Britney Spears lyric that hits hard…
“This loneliness is k*****g me…”
Reminds me of a TV on the Radio lyric that gets me:
"Patience is a virtue, until its silence burns you."
I’m tempted to isolate again.
Isolate to what extent?
Ghosting people. Not texting anyone.
Just let us know if you need to. Sometimes it's better to have some time away from that. We'd miss you though, and happily welcome you back
No… i shouldn’t.
Why is that?
I need people.
Well, there ya go I guess... But it can be on your terms also. Maybe you need a balance between people and not people?
I’m hurting. I can’t tell you why
Why not? You could always tell me why. I know it's not always that easy, especially on boards people can access, but it's safe with me, whatever it is.
Nope.
I've got you .. anything I can do. I want you to stay strong too. My friends are hurting, and I know my words are only so much... I'm here though
I’m safe. I’m ok. <3
I'm glad for that. I just don't like the idea of you hurting and not being able to talk about it. ❤️ Sounds like a *** deal
Just life stuff. Nothing bad.
I gotcha...
I'm sore beyond reason. Full body sore. I was supposed to go to something today too, but it luckily seems cancelled. I think I've been doing too much walking. One of my arms is always sore from workouts, but now the other is too, thanks to our stupid trashcan I was trying to bring up. I was trying not to let it fall, and it twisted my arm a bit
Ouch.
I feel like curling into a ball rn.
What's going on? O_O
I was havin a night. Sorry lol
You're good. I was having a fat kid night. Taquitos and pizza rolls and horror movies.
Worried about Tiny a little ...
I ate more than i should have too, party leftovers. And watched Anne With an E<3
Me too.
Heh, right on. What's Anne with an E?
She matters so much... She was looking to me in that last post, she tagged me...
You’ve never seen it???? O.O
Tell her that. <3
I haven't even heard of it? 😅
I will... I'll reach out soon if she doesnt
Bro. ….sigh lol
Ok. Tomorrow, you watch at least part of one episode, if not a full one. Let me know what you think! It’s a REALLY good calm-down series, gentle and sweet with enough drama to keep you invested <3
I love her. <3
I love her too. ❤️
Lol, I'll try to look into it at least
You better hehe
I saw that she replied on something else, she seems ok at least.
Good <3
