TK Reboot
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Sitting here eating, watching movie… Looking down at my stomach. Round. Very round. Fat. Gross. Shameful…
Is it really gas?
You've definitely gotta stop brooding about it like that, either way. 😅 Maybe you just gotta be a little more active for now. It helps me when that happens
So. For our next meal. We both eat as slowly as possible. Distract ourselves with something else do we don’t inhale our food <3
For sure. I'll do my best at the very least
Boutta eat. Gonna drag it out as long as I can lol
I did ok. Like, a C maybe
I think I did more like a B <3
I ate less and stopped when I was full. But also inhaled a couple bites. Lol! I couldn’t really focus on my book at first, so I just drew. So I got a lot done XD Also ended up finishing the book lol
Very nicely done! I'll try to do better at dinner
How’d it go??
Decently actually... But I got on board the snacky train before I went to bed, because I was still hungry
Bahahaha the snacky train lol
Lol, it feels like that doesn't it? 😂
A very long, never-ending train lol, yes XD
Lol, it sucks... I've eaten a little too good this weekend, so I'm having a baked eggplant parmigiana
Don’t eat too much lol
I ate a lot earlier, and just ate a smaller, manageable amount <3
Nicely done!
I' having yogurt for breakfast. I do that every day lately. Sometimes some fruit too.
I eat toast with banana and butter every day.
I’m so fat and round. At least my stomach. I detest my body so much…
I detest mine too. :/ I really want to add positivity here, but geez... I feel the exact same about mine. I look really fat in pictures. They say the camera adds 10lbs, but for me, it's more like 30 minimum
Wow :(
I'm trying to incorporate a little exercise from my belly dancing class that I didn't like. 😅 Maybe it'll be helpful for that...
How so?
The teacher said that belly contractions and movement helped her lose weight. Maybe it'll work for me too
I need that
It's not hard to do. I'm doing it as I reply right now. 😂 It might be easy to overdo though if you have a rough stomach...
Bruh. I’m so cold rn that I might as well be wearing zero sweaters. (I’m wearing a sweater and a jacket.)
It's pretty cold in my house too. I'm trying to eat my yogurt without freezing. 😅
Lol eat oatmeal then
It wasn't the yogurt's fault. 😂. I mean, it didn't help that aspect, but I wasn't fully dressed either. I tend to get ready in a hurry, and eat breakfast slower while replying to stuff
Feels. Lol
Who I am hates who I’ve been.
How so?
Just everything
Hm.. what do you think you're doing a lot better since then?
I mean… who i am hates who I am too.
You're definitely trying though, and it is bringing a lot of light to people's lives. Like, your mom, the Christmas cards, us here.
Meh. So little matters.
Why wouldn't that matter?
Christmas cards. So small. So bleh.
Not to some of those you've done it for
I’m feeling very weak emotionally today
How so?
DMV stress, and… I had a dream last night about a friend s******y harassing me. And I’m afraid now… I have this inward feeling of wanting to curl up and flinch, waiting for the blows to land, waiting to be hurt. A deep sadness and exhaustion.
And all of this while appearing calm on the outside… A picture of perfect girlhood.
I hate existing. (I’m not in danger btw)
That is a lot of stress and trauma to be under. :/ I think anyone would be feeling the effects of that...
Can I just exist for one day without feeling yucky :(
I'm for that. I definitely want that for you
Me too.
Tor?
Yar?
??
What's up?
What’s Yar?
I was having a struggle last night :(
I was just trying to see what's up. It's just a generic response ask.
What happened?
I think sleep deprivation mixed with too much stress.
I'm getting there too. I'm holding on, but it's getting rough with the sleep deprivation. You had to deal with a lot though. You deserve so many hugs
Awww
Did you see my last post?
Uh, which one?...
General. About video games
Finally found it. 😜 Replied
Ty :)
Have you ever played Armor Games??
Yeah, it's been a while. Which game was it?
Achievement Unlocked.
Oooh, yeah, I played that one a long time ago. It's kinda fun 😁
Play it again ;)
I'll try to when I get a chance. 😁
Also, This is the Only Level. ;)
Lol, yeah, that one's good too.
I’m watching a movie called “Don’t D*e”. Lol
Ooh, what's it about?
Not d***g. :P
Lol, helpful 😅
It’s this rich guy who’s using every trick known to man trying to extend his life.
Sounds kinda comical.. is it?
No, but taking 54 different supplements at once is kinda insane. Lol
Lol, yeah true...
I had a related experience last night. I mean, it was only 7pm or so, but it was dark when I was walking my dog. It was also cold and just very slightly foggy... Which might seem eerie, but it was beautiful walking by people's Christmas lights like that. Then, one spot was so beautiful that I had to stop. I started remembering things.... I dunno if I ever told you about that one girl I was in love with who passed away from a car wreck injury... But I felt her there. It can't be explained so easily, but I felt the absurdity of this world, and the absurdity of how my mind has tried to adapt by making me do things I normally wouldn't... Like, how promiscuous I've been in the past, how I've covered my mind with things less appealing than what I've always loved. How I've forgotten how to have deep emotions about things, and maybe... Maybe it's that I don't let fear in. This huge part of me has been unafraid to follow her into the afterlife for so long. If someone pulled a firearm on me again, I'd laugh. I know I would. They'd be the 5th person to do so. Just where does my luck run out? But I've also had thoughts, you know... Like this ATLAS comet? What if it is aliens, and what if they can come down and fix our society? Fix our bodies from illness and age? Part of me has really liked to entertain that idea. But I think I realized something else... Living forever isn't the goal. I mean, I just keep exhausting myself every day trying to learn new things, read what I can, see what images I can, of stuff all over the world .. history, urban legends, landmarks, learning languages... And of course my writing and working out. I have so much that I constantly do to better myself on the daily. Yet... None of that progress, despite all the good things it can do for me, can even hold a candle to who I've always been. Those deep emotions I haven't been able to feel... All of the love, all of the eagerness to make things more beautiful... To enjoy all that I can... Just the simple yearning to play. All of that will always be more powerful. So, any notions of living forever, or becoming strong enough that those emotions can't touch you is a fallacy. It's like... A fanatical desperation. To feel something come together just out of being around long enough. Even if you can, it's not the point. There's a lot of people that have passed that I owe more conversation too... It doesn't end like this, and I know it doesn't. I gotta stop defining myself by this world.
Lol, sorry... I just kinda went on a tangent. I hope it wasn't an unpleasant one though.
I didn’t realize I had a gas bubble until I flipped myself over and landed on it -_-
Heheh, those farts always make funnier noises. 😂
No i mean like gas pain. Owww
Aw, sorry, that's definitely no bueno
If I don’t change something, I’m not going to live any longer than my dad did.
Whatcha mean?
Welp. I just cleaned out my sinuses XD
Ooh, with wasabi?
Peanut sauce that was SO SPICY lol
Oooh I love spicy peanut sauce!
