TK Reboot
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Also, sorry for the Pine-esque rant. 😂 I think it came across rougher than I meant it. I genuinely want and welcome your perspective on my thoughts.
Lol, remind me to respond later when I have more time lol
People are really confusing…
Whatcha mean?
A Christian friend, a male, offered me rides. Told me to ask for rides if I needed them. Now says he doesn’t want to be alone with me so he can be above reproach.
I’m struggling…
What's wrong?
See the group chat. I can’t copy and paste from the app lol
Posts deleted. Please ignore previous topic and don’t mention it lol
Understood, glad it was worked out. 😊
Mhmm
So. What is new with the Torean Buddy? :P
Going on vacation, starting in... About 5 minutes! Going to Shreveport for a couple of days
Where’s Shreveport? Are you still gonna post? Lol
Shreveport is in Louisiana. I made it safely. I ate at a place called The Blind Tiger, and it was super good. Had some blackened catfish, jambalaya rice, meat pies, gumbo... 😋 I love Cajun food, and there isn't much of it where I live. One insanely good place and that's it.
Interesting name. Lol
Lol, yes, and I know why! (They had a thing to read). During the prohibition, some places put stuffed tigers in their window, to let people know that they could drink and gamble there. These were called "Blind Tigers" because the tiger was turning a blind eye to the activities there.
Weird how you post when I was just thinking about writing to you lol
My dream repertoire last night included singing elephants, and almost getting crushed by driverless big rigs. What is wrong with me lol
Lol, that's an interesting dream. 😂 There's gotta be some meaning there.
I dreamed... A really weird dream. I was sneaking around some hangar at night that had spaceships in them. There was no way around some guards (they were in their underwear for some reason) so I made friends with them somehow .. and then somehow, I ended up inside one of the spaceships with an ex girlfriend. The song "Blues From Down Here" by TV on the Radio was playing throughout the entire dream.
What’s with our weird fever dreams lol
Lol, very good question. Mine just take it to a new level most of the time. 😅
Your dreams are something else lol
Tonight I dreamed that a bunch of people here at the hotel were having to group together, and a lot of us kept being murdered. That, and my friend was showing me how fun it was to hit these bags of clustery snacks (maybe they were popcorn strings or something) with some big weird spongy things. It wasn't that fun to me, because I mean, it would be just like hitting anything with a sponge... but he was having fun and laughing maniacally.
That took a HUGE twist lol
Lol, right? We'll have to see what comes up in my dreams tomorrow. I woke up like 17 times because the hotel mattress is all firm and I'm not used to that. So I'll probably dream crazy again the next two nights 😁
Sleep on the floor XD
Lol, nah, I'm good on that. I don't want to sleep on the weirdly cushioned sofa either
Fine, be picky ;)
My dreams were weird, but boring to describe. However! I woke up at one point feeling like I was being cuddled from behind. It was warm and soft like someone was there, but there wasn't anyone when I moved.
Random memory unlocked… Went on a trip with some friends, and a few of us wanted to sleep in one room in a cabin. The room was too small for all of us though, so one of the girls decided to sleep in the little closet. We protested lol, but she was delighted to do so and insisted. She loved it! <3
I miss those days…
Lol, bruh... I remember things like that. I used to go on vacation with my friends, and one of them was wanting to sleep in the bathtub, and I'm like, no way, someone is either going to come blow up the toilet, or someone's going to wake you up by turning the water on. Either way, you lose. 😂
Lol.
I just miss… being loved.
What happened to those friends?
Gone.
But why? What if they still loved you all along? We definitely do here.
No one talks to me anymore.
Have you reached out? I'm bad about reaching out to most people, but I don't feel any less about them
It was a cult. People didn’t want me there. They all abandoned me after I left.
Cult? Like a for real cult?
Struggling a little tonight
What's going on?
How can I both be attracted to men and absolutely disgusted and repulsed by them at the same time? Like… I’ll daydream about dating a guy, and then after a bit, the memories and disgust and wariness hit… Idk how this even works.
The attraction is natural, and the other part is from trauma. I don't know how to get the daydreams to change, but it's definitely possible to have a much better real experience with someone than what you've been through before.
I have too many feels, I binged and now my stomach hurts, and… idk. :(
Ooh, I binged too... Does vacation give me a pass for that?
But seriously, what's got ya feeling and binging? That sounds like a rough night :/
Kinda but not really? Lol
Like… everything and nothing, tbh.
I also have a Satanist friend who’s got my mind reeling atm
Tell me more about this friend. And does him being a Satanist effect anything?
Did you see my post? And no, I hope it didn’t come across that way
I don't think it did, but people took it to that level. Yeah, I saw, but I feel like there's more to it, like the immediate reason for bringing it up. 😄 ...unless it was there and I missed it. Doing lots at the moment so I'm having to backtrack some things, just got home.
I’m confused lol, ask me questions. And no rush, I’ll be disappearing for a bit soon myself lol
Don't disappear too much! ❤️ Anyway, I was wondering how exactly he was making fun of you and what's so draining about him right at this moment aside from the general aspect
Remind me to respond to this later tonight. Low on time
Righty o
He makes fun of me as a person, not really about my beliefs. He’s constantly negative, talks about wanting to start fights (like physical ones) just for the sake of it. He’s just into a lot of really bad stuff and very angry and hateful.
I really REALLY wanna totally shut down. :’(
The physical fights, he definitely needs to understand is never going to be a mutual thing with you. That one's not ok, and the making fun of you .. is that one malicious? Either way, he needs to understand that one too. And what bad stuff is he into?
Don't let him make you want that... This guy sounds super immature. None of that is your fault, you know?
He didn’t wanna fight me, he wanted to fight random people.
It sounded malicious. Evil. But somehow he was also my best friend for awhile, so… idk.
Like, everything. Lol
Want what?
Heheh, I can relate to the fights then. I do keep that urge to myself though.
Malicious and evil? Is he just not that accepting of parts of you or something?
Everything is a lot of things. 😅 Anything in particular that worries you?
Don't worry about that last part, I was just basically saying not to let him have too much power over your emotions.