A space for kyler and optimistic
Hey @Optimisticempath heres our little space hope i tagged you right....
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@Optimisticempath
what happened why arent you ok
@kylersartpace
uhm idk how to answer that tbh...just nothing feels ok...i feel so empty and lost and idk whats happening..
how are you feeling today?
@Optimisticempath
not feeling good...but ill be fine...can i do anything to help u...
@kylersartpace idk really.. it's just normal .. been like this for a long time .. so idk..im ok
hugs you tho ...what may help you feel better?
@Optimisticempath
no...no hugs...and idk...
@kylersartpace
takes hugs back...sorry ... hope you feel better soon.. maybe try resting or something if possible
@Optimisticempath
hey...so ehh...a lot has happened...tw...
i relapsed earlier...im meant to graduate next month...like tomorrow a month...i feel like i have no1 anymore...im alone constantly...and my brain wants to hurt me more...im struggling to breathe rn...but not in a panic way...i ended up in hospital last week...i had fainted...but they dont know y...i havent felt good at all since...but no1 had cared...no1 has checked up on me or anything...i keep trynna fight daily for my gf but each day is so hard...idk what to do anymore....theres still more but i cant think of them...
@Optimisticempath
hey...its been a bit...u ok...? worried about u...
@kylersartpace hi friend 💕
not so ok..just existing as usual... i keep missing to reply you :( sorry for disappearing randomly ...
hows you today?
i read your previous reply now and am v scared friend :( you ok? home now? take care of you friend... offers hugs to you
@Optimisticempath
me isnt the best today....but i got out of the hospital the same day...
@kylersartpace im glad you did... how has it been since?
you wanna share why not best today?
@Optimisticempath
idk y not best today...and been horrible since...they dk y i passed out...but have nearly passes out so many times in school since...teachers are being annoying as ever with me and all...
@kylersartpace teachers being annoying? :( that's sad because they should be more kind and supportive I guess?😅
sorry it's been such a struggle for you friend :(
@Optimisticempath
its ok...whats been going on for u...
@Optimisticempath
hey...been a bit...hru doing...miss talking to you
@kylersartpace sorry been so absent :( i just dont feel like doing anything at all ... :( rotting in bed
miss talking with you too... how's you?
@Optimisticempath its ok...im pretty iffy atm...
iffy because friend?
@Optimisticempath idk...just having a pretty bad time atm...
@kylersartpace what's wrong friend?
im sorry for my awful late responses...i just logged in after 3 weeks..
@Optimisticempath i dont remember what it was then....
Hi friend logging in after weeks ... how are you?
@kylersartpace
@Optimisticempath
ooooooppppppptttttiiiimmmmmiiiiiisssttttiiiiiiccccccc i missed you
im...something...not been doing that good tbh...hbu how have u been
@kylersartpace missed you too friend 🥺 ive been feeling really unwanted in the world and not good at all so seeing your excited reply made me feel kinda nice 🥺 thank uuu 💕
me no ok.. just alive...
what's up with you?
@Optimisticempath
dont think i can say whats wrong with me...
@kylersartpace why not friend?
@Optimisticempath
its...not good...
@kylersartpace it is ok.. doesn't have to be good... you can be honest here <3 offers a hug to you <3
@Optimisticempath
i...tried...thats all i can say...
@kylersartpace are you feeling safe currently friend? me worries about you because me cares about you <3 ik things maybe difficult for you but please just keep doing your best to hold on tight ok🥺 and me here if me can help you or support in any way <3<3<3<3 just tell me 💕
@Optimisticempath
honestly...idk if i feel safe or not...
@kylersartpace mhmmm just try to breathe though okie? me here with you <3
@Optimisticempath
mhm...idk if u saw...but i gave us a better hidey place...
@kylersartpace the pen pal community? we were somewhere else before? 😅 sorry memory been trash and yeah I probably missed... but anyway... thanks for the safe hidey space <3<3
@Optimisticempath
No somewhere thats not forum related...
@kylersartpace sorry brain too slow friend... can you tell me more about what this hidey space is and how do i find it?
@Optimisticempath
i messaged you with my L optimistic...
Kyler friend i saw it now....<3<3
@Optimisticempath
hey...been a bit...
@kylersartpace hi friend yes so long
how’ve you been? what’s going in your world?
@Optimisticempath
a lot...idk where to even start...hbu
@kylersartpace you can start with anything friend im here for you 💕
maybe just start typing off the first thing in your mind and then you can add other things as it comes … no stress needed for it ok, you can share at your pace
boring old me lmao.. surviving only!!
@Optimisticempath
look in our other hidey place lol
@kylersartpace wait xD
@Optimisticempath
never im impatient/j