I am really sorry ik I said I won't disapper mid covo but I was just given work rn by my aunt it might take the whole day. Sorry>kid
Its coolies , goodluck
@cozyshadow14 Whats up?
@hardtobeRia nothing much really. hehe talking with u rn in tcr then coming to forums to a whole other convo is crazy 🤣
@cozyshadow14 u not fine in the head the flip u laughing for😭
@hardtobeRia acc tbh i'm not good.
Whats up kid? Why u not fine ?
@cozyshadow14
@hardtobeRia I'm so sorry for not getting back sooner. got alot of things that went on, on the matter of me not being fine dw, i solved it. i just needed a lil pinch of self respect.
@cozyshadow14 dont hve to be sorry for late replies bruu its okay , n hope u really okay man, n wat do u mean by the last part
Hey...hows u. really. u don't have to find words, gimme thougts. pls allow me to listen to u for once
@cozyshadow14 today and yesterday been okay , great i could say , except the banging head im okay nothing else to say tbh
@hardtobeRia eish kid u need to stop banging it
@cozyshadow14 tuff times couldnt help it
@hardtobeRia sorry shem. hope it gets better fr. aaghh i wish there was a way to stop using hope this n that
@cozyshadow14😃 i can try something more painful cause thats useless fr
Happy Birthday Ria, this marks the last day imma see u in a room till 4yrs. May you have good days ahead of you. I genuinely connected with you and want u to take care of yourself pls. lv ya, u matter okay gladiator...XD
@cozyshadow14 wellele sappy arent we , thank you! man im still here so must have put the wrong DOB tuff times
@hardtobeRia g u didn't put the wrong dob nooooo
Ikr how stupid of me ugh this side is soo no man I dont even know if there's young peeps here man
@hardtobeRia broooo tuff, plus hold up it aint your fault that u 18 bro, again wait did your peeps do anything? what's like the age group n stuff there
18 plus so 20 30 50 60 are there i think
@hardtobeRia damn what u not supposed to be there among all those oldies 😭
😭😭broo i be lurking the whole day cause goodamn the *** am I supposed to relate to stufflike that bruu. ,
@hardtobeRia frrrr wait what r the topics, if okay with u. i think cups should create more age groups n stuff fr, n aye don't stay there if it will overwhelm u homie
Ik jist chilling its very chaotic sometimes but just chilling n watching
@hardtobeRia wish it was better tbh
Me too
Whats uppppp? @cozyshadow14
@hardtobeRia ayeee nothing much acc, hbu how u doin rn? tell me the truth homie
Had a little break down earlier I actually cried for a long time damn
@hardtobeRia yayyyyy u finally cried bro, happy for u man. crying is so good fr bro it allows u to feel n release stuff, how u rn? n don't u dare tell me u good
Didn't cry fully stopped it 𤺠hehe im okay now
@hardtobeRia bruhhhh u finally managed to cry n u stoped it brooooooooooo but i'm proud of u bro for crying takes strength especially after u had put walls round it n stuff. n there u did it again telling me u good n u aint
Forgot u speaking to me for a sec (:
@hardtobeRia omg bro seriously, forgot? as in? u didn't want to open up bruuuuuu😭
I dont know , what am I suppose to talk about , the things I myself dont understand ?
@hardtobeRia i feel u on tht one bro, but just remember that i''m here when u wanna talk coz i don't think cups gon give u another opportunity to fr tuff times. did your peeps do anything for your birthday?
Nope
My father forgot it legit ,my mom remembered it cause someone posted me on their status to wish me (:
@hardtobeRia W for tht person they off my hit list.
@hardtobeRia ugghhhhh those peeps me n them tonight, they sooo ugh can't find words for it
@cozyshadow14 omg i just decoded what u meant lol i'm so dramatic bro
Lemme tell u something kid , I can see u like siding with me alot of this stuff but i might be wrong yk sometimes we have to look at stuff differently im not always right ,maybe overlook stuff alot so , ifk if yk but learn to look at both sides yk but mhm wat was I saying again idk (:
@hardtobeRia yeah i can try n learn both sides but still why forget your birthday bro, like um it just doesn't make sense bro, but still the reason i side with u is the fact that for u to even like tell me anything u must've thought bout it bro n that counts plus if i ever feel smths wrong dw imma say
They be growing up, stopped going to basketball practice?
@hardtobeRia yep yesterday was last day for me travelling soon,
@cozyshadow14 so like imma go now be safe ^kid
n btw u eating? what u eat today? how many...spoons or plate? how is your head rn? did u atleast get meds or smth....wait is the old man there? lol imma see this replies when i get back reply to allll of them
Im eating,my head not paining but probs will later,n i don't take meds,old man idk where he is
@hardtobeRia spoons or plate
Uhh ate uhh spoons of oats today (: dont knownwhats up but im about to eat now
Don't have an eating disorder man just my appetite
@hardtobeRia yeah i'll never think u have an ED , sleep well Ria, take care of yourself aight.... n pls eat when u can, be gentle on yourself and when u feel down just remember u made a diff in this kids life lol i stayed up late for u, so remember that whenever u think u don't matter, n remeber u deserve even better, nytttt
🤸🏾♀️oh shes being sappy again you too be easy on urself be a kid man
@hardtobeRia i'm tryna. cups is so lonely for me this days coz it's hard for me to connect with new ppl all of a sudden hopefully will be able like i mean here for 4 more yrs.
@cozyshadow14 its ok if u forgot about this app fr , it could be just a phase we all hve that fr
@hardtobeRia i don't wanna forget bout it, i can't forget bout it. what will i do when my thoughts wanna eat me up, where am i gonna talk, where can i reassure myself even if it's talking to a random person when i'm the one supporting them makes a diff for me.
@cozyshadow14 welele life really has u kid , eish , then i hope u dont forget it then , plus i think ill be here for a long timee thats for sure
@hardtobeRia thanx. hey Ria i'm confused rn, i'm acc crying sorry for putting it on u.
um do u rem my hb i told u he has a really bad gf problem is his gf considered me her bff so when they have problems they all came to me n told me stuff. so i had to keep a secret coz what could i do. so today she read my texts with him from the begining and saw the part where he was venting n stuff.
so like she confronted me n said being two faced hurts ppl. n i told her sorry but i didn't know what to do honestly then she said the worst part is i was pretending n stuff. bro it was so hard for me fam like she could come crying n stuff what was i supposed to do oh my hb already told me so don't tell me. or when he comes angry n wanting to break smth n all he needs to do is vent what was i supposed to do umm your gf already told me.
