Stars and Sun shining

Beamy,

*sending hugs and cookies to stuff your bag*୧⍤⃝🍪 (no, its not eating your cookies, its calling you to bring a bigger bag 😈)

Here are soft and comfy🍬 seats for you 

when I received your message,  the waves of emotions ; happiness, grieve, longing, admiration at your strength to keep going, your love, your royalty, you principled nature, and strong determination just, left me in awe. 

There had been many occasions where words failed me, and now, those naughty 26 letters failed me again😤 how ruled of them (just joking)

I can only imagine just how hard it was for you when things hit. I'm really really impressed by how you keep your mind and loyal even after all those things, when our account got taken away for something we didn't do, and especially when we are the ones hurted deeply and still being punished like that.

(I'm sorry my words sounds stiff even to me, i wanna share everything but I can't say everything and I think I have to keep neutral standpoint and everything just gone confusing, sorry 😭)

oh heyyyyy guess what! i designed Jennie's Cup! Haha Now, where's that formula for the quality of her cup? Let me see.....

i'm turning 16 in 6 hours time lol

I don't know why, but somehow having you made me really work on my attachment issues ..maybe because I never had a relationship like the one between you and me?

ʕ੭·ᴥ·ʔ੭ thank you for being awesome!

Okie, I got to go now, do you know I managed to memorized the german version of You are my sunshine? i wanna try the hindu version next but yeah, I'm looking for audio because I have no idea how to pronounce the lyrics let alone sing

Okie, I know it is like 8pm where you are, but do remember to not staying up too late like you used to do on Cups okie? 🤨

 ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ 

This is you :p

xD you used my own line to me,

I wish everytime you laugh,

it's because you have moved on,

I hope every time you wake up,

you are meet with happy things like greetings from people you care about,

hugs from friends and family (yeah, I know, things seemed pretty stressing at home for you when we last talked)

Remember: Your grades doesn't define you 🧚

Just because the people around you are unable to appreciate how beautiful and amazing and fortunate they are having you, doesn't means you don't deserve getting squished by hugs and happiness and love.

I'm sorry that Cups has added to that pressure, by making you unable to talk to those matters to you😔

Please please remember to be gentle with yourself

(sorry for writing this late)

(i heard you yell happy birthday 😄) am I now younger than you or older? 

Anyway, thank you for doing your best today🥹

I decided that I'll only come here in the evenings, that way, I won't be making you obsessed on me refreshing this post.....You have life outside Cups too....I don't wanna keep you in a relationship where you can't even talk to me and keeps grieving and keeping you from moving on...because that's selfish....

Thank you for unapologetically being you

Boo! 😈😈

Okie, so yeah, today is my birthday lol 

I kept dreading it, because I hate family attention on me, it usually make me wanna throw up (don't worry, I get this everyday but I never actually did manage to throw up)

But yeah, today isn't that bad....I wish I be more grateful you know...but I'm gonna settle and just accept how I feel.

When is your birthday by the way?

You never told me your favorite color too....

I feel sad...I have no idea how things work between a friend, i never had a relationship that are in-depthed, I never had a relationship where I'm not the one being someone like the listener on Cups or the receiver of kindness.....it made be hard to believe..i know...

Lol...

Like... I'm turning this into a diary again...

I wish it didn't turn out like this; me not whole so not knowing how to be a friend...