@hardtobeRia yo ria how we doin i was like where did u go man lmao
@valentinorossi46 hihii rough day yesterday man didnt wanna crashout here , hows u ?
@hardtobeRiadamn bro rough days suck im fine i mean as fine as can be w/ my situation ykyk
@valentinorossi46 ik still on the roads no shelter today?
@hardtobeRia lol i told u in tcr got a place for a few days!
@valentinorossi46 yupp really glad you a place a few days , are thy near school or still far?
@hardtobeRia still far so not going to school probs next week either
@valentinorossi46 atp how far is that school damn but aight hope u can go soon though
my ears hurt now do i know why im typing that nope
@hardtobeRia lol the school isnt that far im js more preoccupied with other stuff so yeah n i hope your ears stop hurting
@valentinorossi46 okay coolies hope u figure out those things soon , and thanks
@hardtobeRia tyy so how u doin but be honest man no im fine bs
@valentinorossi46 hmm idk tbh , cant say how im feeling i dont know how im feeling does that make sense? but eish yesterday was rough , really was tempted to do some stuff i would have regretted, n my body just in pain alot so thats that
@hardtobeRia it makes sense not to know what youre feeling man. what happened yesterday if you dont mind sharing? proud of u for not doing what you wouldve regreted man fr. n its real hard when your body is in pain, but srsly maybe get it checked out?
@valentinorossi46 nothing big just almost well i did do little scracthes on my body but not that deep , nope till im on my death bed im not going to a doctor im okay for now no pain now
@hardtobeRia and it does not help everytime i come here they talk about the same thing over n over again , it gets in my head alot , yesterday whole day im playing out the same action in my head over n over , i feel the pain n stuff , so that i just lurk now or just leave
@hardtobeRia damn man thats hard but i cant rly change what everyone talks about here but i hope u feel better soon man
@hardtobeRia well i cant force u to do anything but its good ur doing better i hope it stays that way
@valentinorossi46 yup just stupid stuff
@hardtobeRia thats enough talking about myself for a month now sigh
@hardtobeRia umm nah thats maybe enough for a day or 2 but not a month
@hardtobeRia yo wsggg how u doin man
@valentinorossi46 cmon how many times did u ask me that today
@hardtobeRia ummm idk a lot but like man idk how else to start a convo 😭
@valentinorossi46 yeah , theres a reason why u messaged me here so whats up?
@hardtobeRia man im js highkey rly tired of it all n *** off at the world like what the *** man why am i in this situation and i honestly dont know how ill stop myself from using when im back on the streets man life is js bs tbh
@valentinorossi46 i hear you shem 🫂 thats tuff ngl , and like im super duper proud of u for resisting fr , idk what the future has ahead of but i really wish its something good man youve been through it ,
(my internet legit lagging rn so tried not to send a long thing sappy ria was almost out lol )
@hardtobeRia ty man im trying my best frfr n i feel honored by sappy ria thats a rare occurence frfr wbu how u doin n like be fr
@valentinorossi46 woke up 10 mins ago i feel *** , todays not gonna be my day i feel it , oh *** .
guess we on a hunt for somewhere to crash rn huh? dont let little brain get ahead plss frfr
Oh no man I hope the day turns out better than expected like fr man I hope you feel better soon bro u deserve it ong 🫂
Um abt a place to stay yeah tryna find one n failing and trying not to think too far in the future n not think abt drugs n alcohol but also kinda failing but I mean surviving
@valentinorossi46 glad u surving i mean kinda not gonna blame u for thinking about tht kinda not in a safe environment so understanble
my english bundles have gone away😔 sigh
ty man were trying frfr n ur english is fr fine
how u doin tho? not too bad a day so far or?
@valentinorossi46 with ur songs that u were listening to kinda made it a good day( not gonna jinx it or else some bs gonna happen) was a having a bad headache that time i was talking to yall thats why i was saying nonsense me good now dw
Ayy see my fire music taste helps 😎 Acc thi rly glad ur feeling better rn man frfr
@valentinorossi46 lol plss , just unexpected
@hardtobeRia yo mans where did u disapear to or r we lurking like riaa
@valentinorossi46 uhh stuff came up , n i had to go out so yeah my bad
@hardtobeRia and my dayy did turn out bad hehe
@hardtobeRia oh no how come man i hope tmw is better for you fr u deserve a good day
@hardtobeRia i hate all of this. its all bs. i cant even control myself anymore. i dont want to do this. its too hard. i cant even stay sober for *** sake im such a waste. gd useless. awful.
@valentinorossi46 🫂 im honestly sorry man , and i probs maybe said this a million times but me proud of you for trying atleast you did , n that was the hard but you did , and plss dont call urself a waste man u not n hope hpe u dont believe those *** words cause they not true
(sorry me n words not good n kinda scared wrong things im sorry man fr , u strong fr even if u dont see it )
@hardtobeRia n still feeling nauseous?
@hardtobeRia im hangover as *** and desperate to get another fix. im so done with this i hate it.
@valentinorossi46 oof dont know how hangover feels like but that must suck , hope it goes away soon man , just for confirmation u came here tipsy yesterday or u did that after u left?
@hardtobeRia i was still sober yesterday until like the end of the day when i smoked, snorted n drank so yeah um doing better now trying not to get high again
@valentinorossi46 ohh coolies , goodluck man frfr
@hardtobeRia ty man but i rly am a waste im not doing *** with my life rn. i have such potential but im s getting high and drunk.
@valentinorossi46 u aight,??
What? Um yeah I just had a ton of performances today so rly busy but I got some cash n convinced my director to let me crash in the theater
@valentinorossi46 are you okay thats what i meant lol sorry , oh and thats great happy for u shem
I locked in for my parts so got some money n yeah might pop into the rooms in like half an hour maybe
@valentinorossi46 okay glgl with all that , imma leave u now n see u in chatrooms maybe mhm idk
@valentinorossi46 define cooked
@hardtobeRia like wdym whats the context
@valentinorossi46 ignore that , was not in right headspace sorry
@hardtobeRia kk but u good? feeling alr? in a better headsapce now?
@valentinorossi46 im yeah idk , but i'll be okay
@valentinorossi46 🧍🏾♀️hear me out , im probably acting so nosy but cmon can't wake up to a kid in the hospital, how bad is it ,n can u still uhh whats it called,forget,anyways still walking alright or gonna stay in the hospital 🧍🏾♀️hope u alright frfr though
I'm fine it's really not that bad js a couple broken ribs a few more bruised n my knuckles are a little messed up yk the scratches n bruises but it's fine Ill be out by the end of the day
@valentinorossi46 ohk , hope u hve a speedy recovery though
@hardtobeRia hey man u okay? havent seen u for a bit in the chatrooms worried yk
@valentinorossi46 for a bit its been a day , 😭 im okay hbu , n saw u were training , training kid ur body is not healed bruu
@hardtobeRia i get worried okay 😔 im doing eh tryna stay sober n ofc im training man wth do you srsly think i would stop no i aint letting my muscles weaken bruv who cares if my ribs are messed up its fine
@valentinorossi46 my bad , sorry , uhm yeah dont really hve to worry im always fine
@hardtobeRia always being fine is bs and you know it but im glad nothing like bad has happened
@valentinorossi46 yeah , thanks fr caring though appreciate that fr,
man ill always care abt u u a fire human man
@valentinorossi46 thanksies , u too shem
@valentinorossi46 hey🙂?