@AutisticYouth
Thank you for tagging me buddy. Kyler, I know u have a lot of other spaces with other peeps on here, so I just wanted you to know that we both are here as well. It might be too overwhelming for you, to have these many threads, so you don't have worry about having to post on here. This is ur space, just like all the others 🤗 Ur welcome to message, or not message, whenever u feel like it 😊
Your buddy,
Grapes🍇
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
ok...
@thoughtfulGrapes1163 @AutisticYouth
if either of ye need me rn im about to scream i cant deal with all of this rn
@kylersartpace
U want us there with you, kyler? If I got that right? Or perhaps u meant if we ask for u one more time u will get really angry
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
neither is what im saying im saying im so done with everything that im about to scream i just want to go home rn
@kylersartpace
Awww, buddy 😔 School isnt going so well?? I know how hard school can be sometimes ( read: a lot of the times)
Life sucks big time, yep, for sure *nods*
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
everything sucks....
@AutisticYouth
it went well, was a little too strong tho
@AutisticYouth
sleepy...
@AutisticYouth @thoughtfulGrapes1163
my teacher made me freeze up and go non-verbal....she tried to get us to eat food....and i really dont do well with food.....
@kylersartpace
oh noo 🥺 that must’ve been hard 😣 *shakes hand at teacher* be more careful with kyler!!
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
my maths teacher...(different from before) just made me talk....i was really quiet....and got in trouble for it....
@kylersartpace
math teachers are mean sometimes 🙁 they don’t understand how it feels to not want to talk. They feel like we’re just trying to act “cool”. Have you tried telling them about your situation? Or perhaps just saying you don’t like to talk that much, but you don’t necessarily do it out of an attitude, you still would like to be participating in class and projects, just not that much
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
i hate talking to people fully but like its not that i dont want to talk atm i cant....and ive told 2 teachers about having adhd and asd but yet they just said theres nothing we can do for you unless you get testing and fully diagnosed which i cant do...because the stupid system here sucks...they dont care about me and stuff....i cant focus in class they dont care...
hey...
@kylersartpace
hey kyler! What’s up buddy? 😄
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
a lot...crying rn....
@kylersartpace i m sorry to hear that, what happened?
@AutisticYouth
life..
@kylersartpace
oh no, kyler 🥺🥺 what made my buddy cry?? Hugs if you’re ok with it
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
just everything...its all been a lot for me...got something due tomorrow and im not done...
@kylersartpace
awww, dear 🥺🥺 I’m sorry that’s happening to you 🥺 incomplete assignments and upcoming deadlines can be so stressful and triggering 😣😣😣 I wish I was there to finish those assignments for you 🥹
try to take a little nap, kyler. Maybe a small nap can help see the situation a little differently. And I’m always here when you need me 😋
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
its 2 late to nap here...
@kylersartpace
do you think they would give you time to complete it in a few days time? Or they would deduct marks? Or maybe teachers are not what worry you
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
u see its fully due on friday but we have a mock interview for it tomorrow and stuff so it needs to be done for that..
@AutisticYouth
Can i join youth
@Georginahowe sure!
@AutisticYouth
Thanks what do we talk about in here
@Georginahowe we share our daily life updates, greet each others etc
@AutisticYouth
Can i share update
@Georginahowe yes ofcourse!
@AutisticYouth
Well as you and grapes no i have been took off meds im still having really bad side effects it has made biploar bad
@Georginahowe sorry to hear that sounds exhausting☹️
@Autisicyouth
Yes im not sleeping ☹️
@Georginahowe sorry to hear that must be very draining n tiring i can relate with not able to sleep hugs if ok
@AutisticYouth
Hugs
whats the point...i might aswell just leave cups....i wont be missed....
@kylersartpace
What happened buddy?? Is it something we did? Me want to help u feel safe here, if u is ok with that.
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
nothing to do with either of ye....
@kylersartpace
u sure? Okie, if u say so 😁 But me really wants u to know, if u wants to talk to us, or just me, about whats troubling u, feel free to. I would love to help u out 🥰
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
idk how to just talk to u,...
@kylersartpace
yeah, it can be hard. lol, I find it hard to talk to myself as well, so you aren’t alone 😆
hmm, I guess what I’m trying to say is, me, and all the lovely darlings who reached out to you and helped you out, are here to help and support you whenever you need it. Sometimes we may get busy, as I’m sure you understand, but when we’re not, and we’re here, we would want nothing more than to help you out. We love you, kyler, all of us. We want you to know that we have your back, in whatever way we can.
Lots of love, ❤️ grapes 🍇
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
tnx...and i mean its not u as a person i cant talk to its just everything as a whole...i dont feel safe on cups...or welcome...and just...everything is too much for my brain recently with school and home life and everything else....
@kylersartpace
awww, buddy 🥺🥺 I understand how much that must hurt you. Life isn’t easy or fair, is it? It’s filled with pain and suffering and sadness. And it can feel hard to push through sometimes, and you’re right, sometimes it’s too much for our minds and soul to take.
This is gonna sound very insensitive of me, but I want you to hear it, because I feel it might touch a string in u. Patience. Keep your mind and heart firmly bound to whoever you consider as a higher power. Give yourself the strength and courage to be, just be. That in itself is a huge challenge and achievement. because in the end, in the end, you’ll most likely find that the phase of life ur in rn , will probably give you wisdom and will power beyond your imagination. I know it’s hard, I know it’s very simple of me to just say it and leave you in your pain with these fancy words, but believe me dear, I’ve been there too. I have gone through hard days. Definitely not as hard as yours probably, but they were hard. And after a period of time, I had to give in to the idea that, either I’m going to storm this weather out, or I’m not gonna make it out again. I don’t want that to happen to you. I know I can’t change your circumstances in rl, but you definitely don’t have to go through it alone.
woah, i said a lot up there 😅😅. I hope it gels with you, tho.
I’m headed to bed rn, I’ll see you tomorrow. 🥰🥰
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
sleep well...and my brain doesnt understand what youre saying there but ok....
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
i love being fully ignored in groups....whats the point me even being on cups....
@kylersartpace
I feel the same i keep being ignored in rooms feel like people dont want me here
@Georginahowe same1
@Georginahowe
I'm here georgi 😮 Done with dinner 😊
@kylersartpace
Aww, buddy :( I'm so sorry u are being ignored buddy :( Peeps on here are very selective, I feel. They make freinds, and then they stick to them. Its not something I like, but it is what happens, because they feel comfortable with them. When someone new joins, it gets hard for them to accomadate them in. They don't feel like allowing someone else into their circle. But that is just a few of them, not a lot. Many love to include others in their conversations :)
I would say, for u, the best advice would be to use the forum more than the chats. You can still use the chats, but many a times, it feels wierd to be in that space with people we dont know talking about something we know nothing about. In the forums, there is a higher probability of people responding to you. I will research the most popular forum sub-communities and inform you soon.
The above is just a suggestion, don't take it as a have-to, 'kay? ur free to do whatever you wanna do. I know you might like to chat, and in that case, maybe chatting is a good idea. Its completely up to you buddy.
@thoughtfulGrapes1163
idk what to do anymore...