@hardtobeRia Hey!!! I found it!
I'm surviving I g...
@Pickoff
yay!! i think we need to change the title for this one make it personal bubble for pick and ria
Ok! Sounds good! What are u thinking of changing it too?
Ok! Sounds good! What are u thinking of changing it too?
@Pickoff hmm.... Personal bubble for Pick and Ria !???
@hardtobeRia Sounds awesome!
@Pickoff but then have to create a new thread , and im using my pc it takes very long to sent i think pc is actually weird ,
i have a question for u u can choose not to answer it its perfectly ok
Then it is all good. Don't stress over not changing the name. U can ask me a question. I will decide if I want to answer it. But u can absolutely ask anything
@Pickoff ok dont mean this in a bad way but are u tired of people asking u how u are every time ?
@hardtobeRia Yeah, defently. It's a thing that everyone asks. Doesnt seem like a personaly question. It just is a question that people ask to be polite. I respond usually the same way. Of I'm surviving. I don't know what people expect. Like we are here after all. I think the fact that we are on 7cups, mean that we are not doing well.
@Pickoff yeah , well how about this i wont ask u how u doing here on this thread , when u feel u feel ok that day even a little better than u tell me , cause i feel its tiring for u honestly and dont wanna keep repeating same question for u here too
@hardtobeRia Thank you! That sounds good! I am so depressed today... I hate long weekends. Idk what to do with myself. I hve no one around here to talk to... Tommarow my parents are throwing a party I'm not invided but my old frends that I was really close with before I reported are going. My little sibblings are going to. I feel alone I don't want to be around anyone except the the littles and people that care about me, that are none around here.
@Pickoff im actually sorry you actually have to go through that and yeah weekend suck alot , hate that u all alone man really , u actually deserve all the happinesss in the world right now man ,and no im not pitying u rn i know people actually hate that
oh yeah did i tell u i dont know how to respond to be poeple man like words aint for me but imma try im on a mission fr fr
@hardtobeRia i think i might go for the night i feel as if if i go in chatrooms i will destroy a friendship reunion so yeah or maybe imma just lurk have to thik about that now damn
@hardtobeRia I hope u are alright! Happy lurking!
@Pickoff thankss !! till this day im seriously still confued why u wanted to be my friend waitt hold up we didnt establish that formally
well pick i know we have only known each for a little while but would u do me the honor of being my friend and pen pal??
@hardtobeRia Yes, absolutly! It is stange to me that people fomaly ask people to be offical friends. It always makes me laugh! like why would anyone ever say no? You are a good person, and kind sole. You are an awesome person to be friends with!
@Pickoff trust me im not but im trying so thank you for that
@hardtobeRia Words are not my thing either... So like rn. I don't know how to respond....
@Pickoff dont worry we just gon have akward convos people that know how to hold convos are weird anyways
So absolutely true! Lol. But it never gets better!
@Pickoff
Okay this might be not nice eish yeah it's okay if u dont like it I woukd totally understand kinda got blocked a little n had get help a little but yeah dang me nerveouse but yeah oh n yeah some wont make sense I g like maybe alot wont make sense ok now im just rambling
🤸🏾♀️...............
They love the sound of trees,
the wind talking soft and free.
They sit by the fire at camp,
stars above, the world feels calm.
They smile for others every day,
even when their skies turn gray.
They cheer when chats are bright and loud,
their heart feels warm when there’s a crowd.
They love hugs that come from screens,
soft and safe, yet full of meaning.
Not in person that’s okay,
they give their love another way.
One day, maybe, they’ll find the sun,
and smile real wideno need to run.
Their life will bloom in shades of green,
like forests they’ve always dreamed and seen.
And when they walk those trails once more,
I hope their heart feels light, not sore.
For they are nature’s gentle friend,
and this is not their story’s end.
@hardtobeRia
Omg that is amazing. I love it. It fits be weirdly perfect. And no I will not block me for sending me it. Why would ? I love it! ð¤©
I meant its got writers block for a long time ee
But glad you like it appreciate it cause dang was nervous to show so thank u
Wow! That is beautiful and so me! I love it. It is amazing! U really good at making poems!
Hug is u want!
@Pickoff hey , just wanted to checkin if that aight ,and see how u doin ,no need to respond ofc if u not up for it , sending u lots of hugs if ok 🫂
oh just wanted to let u know im proud of u stranger/friend 🫂
@hardtobeRia
Why are u proud of me? I am just a pudle of tears on the ground. No I am not doing alright. I am breaking. My life keeps turning my life upside down once I find somthing stable. And I am done with it.
@Pickoff hihihi pickle
@hardtobwRia
Heyyy! Long time no see! It is great to hear from u. How have u been? How had oldy land? I hope u are doing well!
*Hugs if u want! 💕
@Pickoff ngl I've been *** , did I het worse hmm maybe but we move its kife im in uni now so thats that uni sucks so yeah uh oldie land was not great at the beginning but now its alright met some great peeps here fr the fun
Permission to ask how u doing?
Lots n lots if hugs for u pickle 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
@hardtobeRia
I sorry that uni sucks. I hope it will get better. I am glad that oldie land has gotten better. Though I still miss u in teen land. A lot of people have left and new people have come in. And I just don't have people that I really like to chat with anymore in there. I am not doing well either. Life has absolutely sucked and I've gone down some dark places in the past couple months. Nothing has been going well lately. But yeah...
Hug, hug, hug 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
I've heard people left damn gotta get used to thenew peeps again
Im sorry things are not going well, are the listeners atkeast helpful there ?to get some stuff out of ur chest
Sorry life has been u fair to u 🫂
The new peeps I just not getting used to. And it's not the same like before. It seems less party like each day. And a lot more quiet. Today there has been so few conversations and mostly just silence...
I like ATL as listeners and have one listener who is more like a friend that I talk to here and there.
Cups really going down the drain quick I just arrived wellpp
Think wanna age up fast now?
Nice that u found a friend
Listeners here just ignore me when I go to deep😭like I know im crazy but cmon say something been weeks n im still left on read🥲 i seee them coming online thats the worst part
Yeah, I wish I knew about cups sooner. I want to age up just to be around u and know I can talk to someone! Lol.
Listeners can be weird. And not actually want to listen... I hate that they are not responding to u. I hope u find a good listener soon! Once I find a good one they are great!
@Pickoff broo i suck at replying so bad sorry for late reply man
@hardtobeRia
Lmao. It is all good. I really don't care. Though it is nice to message someone!
@Pickoff u dont have pen pals with others?
i sometimes dont get notified with some stuff but okay
broo i should go study😭
@hardtobeRia
Nope. All other people have just left and never stayed in contact. I don't get like any notifications. People just forget me. I should get back to class. Lol. Have fun studying
@Pickoff u still at school man timeones are crazy
hows school going? anything interesting well its school so i dont expect it school sucked for me hated that place varsity is worse 😭
@hardtobeRia
I just got out of school now. But school is boring like usual. But today was last day before break which is nice!
Struggling in geometry like normal. And today in global we just watched a movie. And I got a lot of candy at school today. So yeah!
Yall have nice breaks
I just started school so I still gotta go to school 🥲get me out of here
I hated geometry so bad I never understood that ***,
Yall get free candy my school was too broke for such 🚮
Aww, I hope school is nice to you! Geometry is really awful
I live in a rich town. Which has a lot of downsides. But the substitute teacher gave us candy. So I guess there are some positives.
Yk what inwas wondering how the *** u replying so fast to this then I remembered its like kinda evening or day time for u
My teachers were never like this all they did was chase me out fo the class to the library 🚶🏾♀️
I get notifications that you responded. And it is 3pm. And haven't left for work left. So I have time to do whatever.
Why did ur teachers chase u out of class to the library?
Forgotim the weirdo that turned off their notifications for every app 😭
Its 4am I studying🚶🏾♀️ im tired yoh
Oh my teach chased me out like uts a normal thing shes chill I just didn't do my work or like was talking g too much that day my days were I cant shut up🤦🏾♀️💀
Yo, why u studying at 4am u crazy
Lmao chasing u out of class is normal? Wow! I think ur teacher just don't like u. Or they crazy. Or maybe just having fun. Lmao
Had to write a test for one of my modules today
Nah shes cool , that was like funnest class ever nah all my grade 12 teachers were cooll she was tired of our nonsense
Oof, I hate tests.
Glad she is cool and the class is fun. I have one of those types of teacher that are just so done with us. She got us m&ms and gold fish last class and we literally ate the entire box of both. It was so yummy. But apparently we were supposed to do an experiment. But kept eating the experiment so it didn't work
Times I wish I had science just the experiments
They seem so cool yall like do those crazy experiments
The experiment was trying to prove that over harvesting is a big thing in the world and how to prevent it
🧍🏾♀️I cant think to that extend
N goodmorning/afternoon/evening idk time difference weird
Its Monday I dont wanna go to school tired as ***
Hows Monday going?
Hey. So sorry about the 2 week wait time for a response... It's been alright I g. I'm kinda done with life and stressed out but whatever.... Hru doing
@Pickoff hey pickle🧍🏾♀️
@DiatantThoughts
Ummm hi... Am I supposed to know who u are?
Hello @Pickoff
@Hardtob3Ria05
Heyyyyyy! Long time no see! How has the adult chat been treating u?!?
Idk been gone for a while now
Hows that side
Oh, ok. We'll have u been gone doing fun things?
I haven't been active at all on cups anymore. There are a lot of mean newbies on this rn. I just stopped coming on cups for the past 4ish months. I don't really know anyone here anymore except like the couple of people that are always online... So yeah
@@Pickoff nah not really kinda hard to have fun
What even is fun
I entered here to today and lots of new people
Oh that sucks but how do you receive the forum chats your notifications always on?
And can I ask the forbidden question 🧍🏾♀️
Aww, I am sorry things have not been fun!
Yeah there are so many new people everywhere.
Also, yes I always have notifications on cups on. I don't get many so it doesn't bother me.
Ummm... Sure u can ask the forbidden question
How are you?
I'm not great... I'm stressed out to the max. My SA contact me for the first time in about a year... And then due to it. I was almost put into protective housing... So yeah... I'm just stressed out about everything rn...
My dude so sorry to hear that man
Not gonna say anything further dont wanna yk give you more trouble but more huggies im really sorry all this *** happening 🫂🫂🫂
Eh, it's alright. It's life. And life is ***. I really hope ur life is better than mine! Hugg🫂🫂🫂
Ive picked up on this fake writing n stuff and its a cycle of the same stuff creativity is hard
Huh? I am kinda confused. What makes it fake? I love writing. But can only write memoirs not like creative writing at all
I wish I was a girl,
which is a funny thing to say
because I am one.
But when I say
I wish I was a girl,
I mean the kind
that slips into dresses naturally,
the kind that finds excitement
in makeup palettes,
heels,
pretty things,
boys.
To them,
those things seem like everything.
To me,
they feel like nothing.
Even imagining myself that way
makes my stomach twist
with discomfort.
People always tell me
I’ll grow out of it,
that it’s just a phase,
that one day
I’ll finally become
the version of a girl
they expect me to be.
But I don’t think it’s a phase anymore.
And the strange thing is,
I don’t even hate
the way I am.
The hoodies,
the beanies,
the comfort of disappearing
into oversized sleeves
instead of tight dresses
and painted faces.
Sometimes I even think
I look nice this way.
But still,
there are moments
where I wish I could be like them.
Maybe life would be easier.
Maybe people would look at me differently.
Maybe I’d finally be enough for someone.
Though honestly,
I doubt even makeup
could turn me
into someone worth noticing.
So I keep hiding.
Behind hoodies.
Behind beanies.
Behind the quiet comfort
of covering my face
before the world
gets the chance to look too closely.
My apologies thats quite long sorry
Oh wow! That is soo wholesome and honest. And I get it, I don't wear make up or tight dresses. I'm also sorry u are going through the confusion of it all....
Yk wat ive been thinking if I ever go to an ice cream shop and they ask me wat flavor I want i wouldn't not know which okay thats random but yeah that very random
Lol! Very random. But also funny ð¤£
Goatie🧚🏾♀️
Awww! Do u have goats? Do u live on a farm?
Yup we have goats, cows but they not here rn , donkeys,uh a dog but shes a puppy and down cometo people, a pig and chickens the chickens hve no many chicks rn
Yes I live on a farm I came to visit my the village
Oh wow! That is sooo cool! I used to have a friend that lived on a farm when I was little. And they had baby goats at one point when I was there. They were absolutely adorable! The cutest things ever!!!
You have a lot of animals on ur farm! That is cool!
Would you ever live on a farm,,?
Ummm probably not since I love to travel and when u have a farm u have to continually take care of the animals. I like farms but not to live on one...
Traveling seems nice but why do nice things have to cost money 😭
Where would you like to go ?
It does cost money. But there are ways to do it cheeper. The dream place I want to go is Iceland. But a also love traveling around the US
Whenever I'm asked that question mind goes blank, idk where I would go
Iceland cold mos
I actually didn't think about how cold it must be in Iceland lol. But yeah, there are a lot of places and if u have never traveled it is harder I find to know where u want to go since u don't know what is out there
Wanna visit my continent one day
Africa
Yes!!! I haven't been there yet! I would love to visit one day!
