Sometimes I get scared i'm too much.
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Sometimes we feel really happy and clingy toward the people we like, yet we act different soon after.
Me, Sylo, is an alter! And i'm really happy to be around people and be silly and stuff! It makes me happy to be around people and to be seen by them to know I'm loved!
We tend to switch fronting alters sometimes when in classes, including today! Emille was fronting, nd they doesn't like people that much, so people give them space, but then I started fronting, and I'm super clingy and happy! They looked at me weird. They know I has it, but I think they finds it weird. Our needs are really weird and complex, i'm trying to act more like the host when we switch, but it never works.
I really don't want to lose the few people I can trust? I hope it doesn't happen...
@LunarTheTherian
Hi Sylo! I'm glad you get to have fun and talk to people 💜
I have a friend I've known for a while who's a system, and I've always just found it kind of fun noticing the switches and trying to guess who's there--and getting to see a lot of faces that are all interesting/enjoyable even if they're different from one another.
Do you think they understand that if you go from one personality to the exact opposite personality in the blink of an eye, probably some kind of switching has taken place? 😊 Also have they met some of the different alters and had a chance to get friendly with each one?
(I'd love it if your friends were able to understand that the host isn't the only one there and that sometimes you're not going to act like them. Then you'd get to be your happy, silly, friendly self)
@QuietMagic
we've tryed talking about it to them, and only one has actually noticed and supported, sadly. We want them to know we try to be their friend and stuff but they find it weird :C
Thas really cuwl though! I've never actually met somebody else who's a system irl, but I do have a friend online, but I haven't been able to contact them :C
@LunarTheTherian
Maybe one of the other alters would be able to talk to them about it or share info about what DID is and how it works
https://amfmtreatment.com/blog/how-to-explain-did-to-someone-simple-ways-to-describe-alters-more/
@QuietMagic
Ooh! Alright! :D