BPD - How do you feel today?
I know that with BPD, we have a dynamic spectrum of emotions we could be feeling from moment-to-moment, from day-to-day. But here is a place where you can just get out how you're feeling. Post every day week, every day, every hour. This is your place to celebrate and vent.
All my love,
Lee.
I feel like I'm wandering through a dense fogbank. My thoughts feel slow and blurry and I have intense mood shifts every few minutes. Depending on which one of us is "driving", I might burrow into a blanket and not move, or I might bake three batches of scones for no reason, or I might stuff my face into a pillow and scream for an hour. I'm exhausted and stressed and I should be sleeping right now. My mind feels so slow.
I feel so alone. I just need my boyfriend to tell me he loves me and reassure me he isn't going to leave me, even though my brain can't stop telling me he will. I'm scared and I just need a friend so desperately to tell me I'm not crazy.