Fp

i rely on her a lot I feel almost overbearing and annoying sometimes but I can’t stop. I often find myself making personalized gifts for her which are most often paintings or I’ll buy stuff that reminds me of her although I often don’t ever give her these things because I get to nervous . Recently her and my other friends have pointed out that im “in love with her” or “obsessed with her” and maybe I am but I don’t want or mean to come off that way. I know their joking but every time they say it I get so afraid that she’s gonna leave me or get uncomfortable and not wanna be around me. I rely on her so much and if she leaves I don’t know what will happen. Also she’s graduating soon and going away which is also a source of worry for me I just don’t know how to handle this.