As I lie in bed (TW)

As I lie in my bed I am left to wonder.

What was that sound? Lightning? Thunder?

Every small sound makes me question.

Is this the time? Is this when it's destined?

When I lie down, I hear the sounds.

The arguments, fights, fists on the ground.

Each line I write I can't choose but make it red.

It's not my choice, but because i feel dead.

Everyday I feel so lost.

When all is gone, dead to the frost.

As I lie in bed, I am here spiraling.

Siting, wondering what happened to the rivaling.

Thinking of all those that have an impression.

Was it good or bad? That is the question.

As I lie in bed, I wonder what makes me cry.

When will I leave? When can I die?

So as I lie in bed, stay here with me.

And know I'm never alone, because you lie, in my memory.