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User Profile: Innovarefy
Innovarefy February 12th, 2024

TW- ED this is one of my first poems about my ED experience so don't judge lol 

When I splurge on a dish that's in vain

I want hurl cause in my brain

The weight I gain will never be the same

every bite I feel pain 

every night my feet at my toilet bowl

flush my soul

As I seek solace in the ritual, a cleansing outlet

I never found peace in this food debt







 

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User Profile: CompassionateArrow
CompassionateArrow February 13th, 2024

@Innovarefy

Buddy.. I'm so sorry you had to face all that :( An eating disorder can be so hard to deal with and this poem has showcased your emotions in a very strong manner. I really felt the words..

Sending you loads of love and I hope you have a good healing journey💛

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User Profile: Innovarefy
Innovarefy OP February 14th, 2024

@CompassionateArrow

Thank you, much love <3 

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March 9th, 2024

@Innovarefy

I like how expressive and personal your poem is, EDs are so difficult, to feel estranged from food can feel like you're estranged from life itself, so can get it when you say it's like flushing away your soul. 

I hope putting those feelings into words helps you sort through them