TW Please let it stop

I just want it to stop

But it won’t

Because the world keeps spinning even when you can’t move

Because life has to go on even though yours couldn’t 

I just want it to stop

But it won’t

Because the water still waves if you dr*wn

And the bridge still stands even if you jump

I just want it to stop

But it won’t

Because once the candle melts, it can’t be lit again

Because once you choose to do it, you can’t be brought back to life

I just want it to stop

But it won’t

Because the kn*fe can be cleaned but your arms can’t 

Because the rope doesn’t get punished for holding you up

I just want it to stop

But it won’t 

Because even though you’re gone, I’m still here

Because even though I’m alive, I’m not actually living 

I just want it to stop

But it won’t and never will

Because no begging, or crying, or screaming can ever bring you back

And I’ll never forgive myself for that